hysteria ; Mattheo Riddle

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TW DISTURBING POETRY

you're dying — a
overnight my body shakes like an earthquake
shaking for help
my inky ruinous pupils expand as big as the earth
my sclera covered cherry
somnolence taking over my body
sluggishness, legs, head, arms
lifelessness cherry eyes
head resting on the rim of the commode
puzzlement shaking my brain wrapping it's arms tightly to confuse me
unclear fuzzy eyesight
eyesore to my mother
the cerise organ that pumps going more nimble by the second
hours feeling like seconds
the black and blue marks covering my puny body
from bumping into walls that felt like bricks
incapable of keeping my self steady
my hands were friends with the wall
my head a friend to numbness
my gullet numb to sensibility
index and middle finger being shoved down my throat by someone who i called mother every day
breathing tube going down my esophagus
lucky to be alive
i don't care about myself — by me

(i worked so hard on that, and it may or may not be when i OD )
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1.2.17

Geneva pov:
thinking that could be my last breath i took was scary.

it had felt very painful, pins and needles pricking at me. the pang hitting my ribs, my breaths felt slow and unsteady, the world had stopped, my vision became unclear to the human eye, my eyes were pouring out salty tears

anguish and agony was something i would never like to experience again

i have no idea what he had carved into my stomach, until i woke up in the hospital wing with madam pomfrey beside my bed sitting on a light brown wooden stool, cleaning my wound

it was the next day, the morns glow was shining in from the large windows, and into the room, the lemon crisp, gleamed into the room

"oh you are awake !" she said excitedly, a smile flashed across her face, looking to my other side, my friends faces lit up with happiness

cerelia kissed my forehead
max and leo gave me red roses
scorpius said that he was grateful that i was alive "i'm happy that riddle saved you from him, who would have known what would happen to you if he hadn't" he gave me a tender smile

"he saved me..." my eyes looking around the room, my mind was wrapped around the thought of him actually saving me

my mind in an unlit disarray.

i propped myself on my elbows, my hair in a tangled mess.

"i need to see him" i swung my legs over off the bed and quickly got up, my hand clutched my stomach as agony beated like a heart against my ribs

i groaned, "oh shit" i quickly sat on the bed. "can you guys at least help me to my dorm room ?"

before they could even answer madam ponfrey already gave me an answer

"no sweetie, tomorrow they can help you to your dorm room" i nodded, they helped me lay down again

"get some rest" cerelia gave me a kiss on the cheek they all left after awhile

a/n— so srry that this is short just been going through a lot mentally and physically.

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