So with all that I've been running from
And all that I've been told.
''STOP RUNNING'' he's not the same
I'm not running because i think he's the same
And i am not running at all
I am trying to spare him the agony and damage i know i am capable of giving
let me endure the pain of the lost one than
Than to lose myself trying too hard not to hurt you.
It is scary because you see it too
That without the confusion and anxiety that mask my feelings
i know you are aware that its him
Reasons for your questions
Reason for your mood swings
Reason for you masked aura
How do i tell you that I've thought about what you were joking around with
how do I tell you that it actually feels right
A DRUNKEN man said to me one night that the world sees it too
they see the confusion and they see where I am at
my sisters as well and my guilty conscience
and even if we were to try something the fact that i was pushed away
not to him but into a growing thing with the thoughts given by you of possibilities
that sculptured this amazing chapter a chapter that only i can write but hardly direct
so now its time for me to accept my fate
and admit the inevitable
that everybody was right and I was playing the fool
made this go on for too long but now i know
Just what I need to do
even if losing a friend is what it means
for peace sake I'll do what is right this time hoping that even if
things do change remember what i said to you. You are cared for and loved
focus on healing and heal with someone if they want to heal you ad heal too.
Don't limit yourself there's a whole world out there
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Dysfunctional breed
Non-FictionPoetic thoughts I found hard to express face to face. Basically this is my diary in bits and pieces that I can remember given how overwhelming my emotions were at that time. A little bit of darkness and light as there is usually a rainbow after a b...
