Ever tried to fight the urge
To not feel anything else
But everything
When having people you care for
That genuinely care back
Is like a trap of some kind
A drug that Is not hesitate to take
For loving you because you love me
Become a thing I've never really appreciated
Due to the fact that I've always
Been the darker one
The odd sheep out
Abusing my love
Not letting me leave
It's a trap
Cause even though I have so many reasons to stay
My heart still repeats the same tune
"WHEN WILL I STOP BEATING""STRINGS BROKEN SO MANY TIMES HOLFING ON BY A THREAD . PLEASE DONT WAKE ME UP LET ME FADE AS EVERYTHING ELSE DOES""WHY NOT ME""I'M SORRY " SHE ALWAYS SAYS.
I'm an addict to you
Addict to pain
To being loved by you guys
My mom
Dad
Friends
Junior
I know its kind of selfish but
It's not my choice to leave
It's more of a need
I wish I loved to stay.
-SNOW
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Dysfunctional breed
Non-FictionPoetic thoughts I found hard to express face to face. Basically this is my diary in bits and pieces that I can remember given how overwhelming my emotions were at that time. A little bit of darkness and light as there is usually a rainbow after a b...
