Ashe lockswood is a broken young woman who has had a horrible past. life for her has not been easy haveing to work for everything. The only way she escapes is through dancing-ballet mostly but sometimes it doesn't help.
Can someone come and save he...
That is the bold numbers plasted on my laptop screen. How...is it the medicine or something. I have not been spending much, I really don't know why my balance is so low. "What am I going to do" I say sighing to myself. I can't keep asking aunt scar for money. She's done enough for me. Closing the, I go to part time job applications for some quick money since the bill is only $500 and I should be able to get $400 before next week.
I find a small cafe just 1hour walk. I do the application, filling in everything that is asked. Once I finish I plop onto my bed putting an arm over my face letting out a heavy sigh. 'I miss you mom and dad'. 'If you guys were here would I be so mentally ill'. Tears suddenly start pooling in my eyes as I roll myself into a ball under the blanket. Ragad breath and a runny nose is what you will see if you look under the blanket. My whole body starts trembling as I try my best to control my breathing, but it isnt working.
I tumble off my bed going to my drawer taking my pill bottle and putting two in my mouth. I swallow it without water as I feel my breathing go back to normal. I hate this so much, getting panic attacks from nowhere is honestly the worst. I go into the bathroom and start taking a shower, letting the water run through my hair. ..............
I finish my shower and put on some clothes.
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I lock my door and turn off the light.I lay on my bed putting my alarm on my phone resting it on the bedside table. While I lay there I play with my nose ring ad it kinda brings me comfort. Finally, I shut my eyes and slip into darkness. ........................ .............
I wake up without any nightmare's which I am grateful for. I walk down to the bathroom washing my face and brushing my teeth. I walk into the living room taking my laptop seeing that I have a notification. It's from the cafe...........
I was accepted... YES!
I jump around a little feeling quite excited that I finally have a job. They say I have to go check things out today... Well it is 7:00am so I guess I can go right now. I take a quick shower and change into something comfortable taking my bag. I put my phone, airpods, purse and hearing aids into my bag zipping it up.
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I tie my shoe laces before making my way out the door and locking it. I take in the fresh air letting a smile graze my lips as I start walking towards to cafe.
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