Tough Love

*Chapter 7*

TW- Rape, sexual assault

If you have ever been raped or sexual assaulted, I am so sorry and you are so strong! It was not your fault and you did not deserve any of it. Please tell somebody if you can. I love you and keep fighting. <333

!!!PLEASE DO NOT READ IF UNCOMFORTABLE!!!

*Lilly's POV*

I walked into Ashers dorm and saw him leaning against his desk with a quaffle in his hands, smirking at me. I was uncomfortable but went along with it

 "Get undressed and lay on the bed." he demanded. 

"Wh- what?" I questioned. 

"You heard me princess," he scoffed. I walked to the door to try and escape but I felt a hand grab my arm and push me into a wall. Asher held my hands above my head making it impossible to fight back. He used his wand to undress me. 

Throwing me on the bed as I screamed "HELP! STOP!" I begged. My heart was beating out of my chest, my insides were burning.

"G-get o-o-off o-of m-me." I stuttered while pleading him to stop. He raised his hand and smacked me. Within seconds my wrists were bound to the headboard above my head.

 "Stop fighting me Lilly, I know you want this hunny, learn to listen you little brat!" he shouted angrily. I kicked him repeatedly but it had no effect. 

"Pl-please no, why are you doing this? STOP!!" I kept crying and begging him to stop but it had no effect. He was unfazed. I then felt him trail his fingers up my chest to my breast. I tried to scream for help but he used the silencing spell in advance, so nobody could hear my cries for help.

"Come on, you know you want to do this." he whispered in my ear and I shivered, even more disgusted by him. He had already discarded his clothes. He started stroking his bulge. Moaning my name as I was whimpering underneath him not wanting this. I wanted none of this, I wanted to be in AJ's embrace while he comforted me giving small kisses on my forehead. He roughly grabbed my hips holding them down into the mattress. He roughly pushed into me, feeling stretched out. I cried out in pain.

Asher slapped me again, this time harder and more aggressive, as he roughly thrusted into me. "Fuck, your so tight babygirl." he grunted.

 "STOP, Asher, it hurts!" I whimpered. 

"Take it like the fucking slut you are." he half moaned. I felt so small like a little fish swimming in the oceans with no purpose. Like I was a waste of space and maybe I deserve this. I didn't want this to be my first time, I wanted it to be the love of my life. Somebody who loved me for me, not just my body or to be used as some fucktoy. I wanted my first time to be passionate and slow, making love not so much as fucking. I wanted my first time to be AJ.

I tried to distract myself as he was thrusting into me. Soon enough he was releasing himself into me, as I never came to an orgasm. 

"Fuck, that felt amazing." he groaned. He walked up, pulled on his clothes and left me there. Alone and terrified.