~chapter 45~

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When they left

"What is wrong with you!?" I hear Jin yell. I put my hands on my temples. "I'm not in the mood right now Jin" I say. I hear gasps. I cover my face with my hands. You fucking idiot. I feel a body in front of me. "Lydia look at me" Jin says. "No" I say. "Lydia, don't make me mad" he says. "No" I say. I hear my door open and shut. I stay like this for at least 5 minutes. I removed my hands. My wet tear stained cheeks. I should go apologize but I don't want to. Or at least I can't right now. I take a deep breath. I feel my heart beat race. My hands start shaking. I look down. Shit.

I let out a sob. I grab my phone. It falls on the floor. Fuck. I fall on my knees and grab it. I dial Taehyuns number but no one is answering. I dial the others but they aren't answering. I let out another sob. I call everyone but no one answers except one.

Felix

Felix: hey cupcake?
Me: O-Oppa
Felix: fuck, I'm coming! Don't move! Stay where you are I am coming!
Me: Oppa! Hurry please! I can't- I-I c-can't concentrate
Felix: I'm coming baby!


20 minutes later

I'm sitting in the corner crying my heart out as I hold my hands against my chest. I stand up struggling. I stop and sit back down again. Why isn't he here yet. I let out a sob at the same time my door bursts open. "Breath baby breath!" I hear a panicking voice yell. I turn my attention towards the source. It's Felix. With the others. He comes towards me. I hesitate but he notices. I ignore and let him come towards me. "Oppa. Where is he? I need him. Where is he?" I say with a sob. "Shh he's coming. Baby look at me!" I hear him say.

"You cannot fade away. Listen to my voice" he says. I look at him. "In and out" he says. "I can't Oppa!" I yell. "BABY!!" I hear someone yell. Loud footsteps run upstairs. "Ahh my baby!" I hear Yeonjun yell. I sob. I reach out for him as he pulls me up and grabs me. He sits me on the bed. He holds me still as I sob. "In and out" he says. "In and out" he says again. I do as he says. I feel something being placed on me. It feels heavy. That's how I know it's a weighted blanket. My shaky body in his hands. I look at him as he looks down at me. He touches my forehead. "Fuck you're hot!" he says. "I know" I say with a giggle that turns into another sob. But this one's different. It's full of pain.

"SOOBIN!! I NEED IT NOW!" He yells. "Oppa. It hurts" I say. " SOOBIN HURRY!" He yells in panick. My shaky body shakes more aggressively. "Chan. Hold her legs" he says. He lets go as I let out a panick sob. Yeonjun sits behind me. He holds me tight in his arms. Soobin sits on the right and taehyun on my left. I let out a sob. I feel a sting on my shoulder on my arm. I whimper. But calm down. Yeonjun just holds me still. My breathing calming down. I look at soobin as he holds my hand and taehyun plays with my hair. Yeonjun whispering sweet things in my ear.

I let out an extra sob. "Shhh" they both say at the same time. "Everyone out" Soobin says. My eyes become heavy. The last thing I hear is my door closing.



The next day (the wedding)

I wake up with my head paining. I sit up but I realize I'm still wrapped up in Yeonjuns arms with the two on the side. I chuckle slightly. I lay back down on him.

40 minutes later

40 minutes later

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