As I have done watching the series I couldn't help but think is that how I should feel when I meet someone I love? My heartbeat becomes slightly faster just looking at them, I couldn't help but smile when they do, and I couldn't stop staring at him. If that's how I should feel, then were my feelings fake?
Did I really love him or am I just...infatuated?
To be honest I was afraid that I didn't. Because I couldn't really forget him as everybody did. He came into my dreams a few times and I do miss him at times. If I didn't love him, what exactly is my feeling toward him?
I could never bring myself to see him let alone talk to him. I could never say that I like him when he already knew from somebody else. And I couldn't possibly say that I loved him because...because...
Of what?
I didn't know because of what. I just thought that it would make everything uncomfortable in the future so I left it be.
I closed down my computer and made my way to my vanity mirror. I looked at the reflection that stared right back at me.
With a face and body like that, would I ever get someone to love me back?
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The Loud Silence
RandomYou know the time when you over-think, basically anything in your life? This is my over-thinking writing. Things that are thought of but I wouldn't dare to talk about in real life. Or I'm just afraid to voice it out. Or just too stupid. I would do...
