She had always been the other woman. The second choice.
Nene had always tried her best to be his number 1. She worked hard. So, so hard her whole body was aching in such great pain. And yet he never looked in her way.
Her heart clenched in pain, trying to stop the tears from flowing down. It's okay. It's gonna be okay, she reassured herself. She's gonna handle this by herself, she doesn't need anyone's help. She doesn't.. Need any help. The lonely, cold bed felt like she was laying on hard ice. How could he do this to her? Is he really that cruel to his woman? His other woman?
Nene sobbed, putting her aching arm over her eyes.
Seems like she'll cry herself to sleep tonight.
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"Useless." She widened her eyes. "So useless." Feeling the hot coffee being dropped down on her head, it poured down on her sensitive skin. "You can't even make a delicious coffee." She didn't say anything. She couldn't say anything. "Honestly, why did I even marry you?"
It hurts. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
"Akane-kun! Come outside and just leave that whore alone to clean the whole house!" Nene looked up and sees a woman waving at Akane, she heard him clicking his tongue and sighed.
"So annoying." He looked back at her pathetic state. "Go clean yourself up. You embarrassed me." Nene didn't say anything for a moment, but eventually bowed and silently excused herself.
It hurts.
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All she wanted to have is his affection. Even if it's just a tiny bit. Even if it's just a pinch, she's dying to have him look at her with love. Hard work is the key. Hard work is the key. Have hope. Just have hope and it will eventually come true. Was it always been like that? Forcing herself to believe such stupid things? To believe... He'd actually love her?
A sad, pathetic second choice like her will never have a chance with him. Why would she even bother?
Looking over at the window, she stared at the star-filled night sky. Her eyes sparkled in delight. It was such a beautiful sight. So beautiful.
If only he could call her beautiful. Just muttering it under his breath was just as enough for her.
She wasn't asking much. She wasn't selfish. She wasn't a bad girl. And yet God always made her the other woman in every relationship she's in.
Was she always this desperate to just.. Feel an ounce of love from someone?
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Sounds of glass shattering echoed through the kitchen. The shards of the glass hit her sensitive legs.
Nene winced in pain, but didn't treat herself immediately as it would anger her husband more.
"Why are you such a nuisance?" Blood flowed as it dribbled down to her foot. "Why do you always get in my way?" He angrily stated, veins visibly showing on his forehead. She clenched her hands into fists. "Can you please just stop putting your nose into everything that involves me! Especially that woman!"
"I am your woman!" Akane widened his eyes slightly. Nene sobbed uncontrollably, the pain on her leg never goes away. Just like the pain in her heart. "I was your first woman, Akane-kun! Your first wife!" His breath hitched. "I did my best okay?! I tried my best to be the perfect wife for you, I tried so hard to not be the other woman anymore!" She hiccuped, coughing a few times. "It's just.. So frustrating that I would always be the second choice. It's like it's my fate."
Akane stood there, not daring to move and say anything.
"I.. I'm always in that position. I tried so hard getting your praise. My body hurts, and yet my heart hurts more." Nene furrowed her brows, walking towards Akane and punched him in the throat.
"Sugma balls you piece of shit."
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this was getting dramatic so i had to do this ending lmaooo my ass hurts
