Exhale

20. Skeletons Part 1

Sasha POV

5 months later....

I am now 9 months, and my baby girl would soon be here. Words can't explain how I feel. Everything has been going well for me. I'm back working with Terrence, my baby shower was great, and most importantly, me and Terrence are now dating. I got my man, and once I have my baby, everything would fall in place.

I sat in the rocking chair watching Terrence decorate the entire pink room with teddy bears. Terrence thinks that it would be good for the baby to have it's own room, but no. That's not going to happen. I want the crib, and my baby to be in my room, not down the hall from me. I watch too many movies, and bad things happens. After having my baby, I would be too paranoid to have her in a different room anyways.

''Babe don't you think you're over doing it?'' I said while laughing. He laughs,''No. MY little girl gonna know that daddy has been doing all of this for her, while her lazy moma just sits'' I scoffs,''I'm pushing her out of me, and that's all I have to do'',I joked. I looked around the room and spot the small basketball goal Terrence bought recently for the baby. I chuckled,''Terrence we're not having a boy, so what are you going to do about the basketball goal?''

Terrence looks over to the large box that's stuffed into a far corner. ''She's going to play ball duh Sasha'' I pursed up my lips,''No I want her to become a doctor'' Terrence walks over to me, and kneals down in my face, placing his hands on both side of the chair handles. ''How about this, whatever she choose to do, we'll just be happy with it. okay?'' I smiled, ''Fine'' I peck his nose, while he plants a wet kiss on my forehead.

''Have you thought about the baby name?'', he asked. I shook my head no. ''Nope. I actually thought about letting my mom name her, but she was coming up with some weird stuff'', I frowned. My mother made an entire list full of names, and I listened to her, as she explained each and every one of them..

''Well babe you're going to have to think of something. You're so weird. Girls usually have baby names before they even get pregnant.'', he states. I nod my head, while he went over to fix the curtains by the window. ''Well I'm not the only parent you know. You can name the baby also'' Terrence turns around, with a smile spreaded across his face. He was smiling so hard, he looked like he came from Asia.

''Are you serious?!'', he yells. I nod my head, smiling also. I like seeing Terrence all worked up and excited. It gets me going. He jogs to me, even though I wasn't that far away from him, and he kissed me. ''I already got the name in mind'' My eyes widen,''Really what?'' He shook his head,''Nope. I'm not telling you''

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''Mrs.Maverson I don't understand. My due date was a week ago. Why my baby isn't here?'', I whined. ''Ms.Jones please calm down. And this is normal. If your water is not breaking you could either take walks or....'' ''Or what?'', Terrence spoke up. I had the doctor on speaker. ''Or you and Terrence could have sex'' The room got silent. I turned to look back at Terrence to see him shrugging. Terrence and I haven't gotten physical since London.

Besides he was drunk. I don't know how things would go with him being sober and all. ''OKay Mrs.Maverson. We would call you later. Thanks.'' I ended the call and looked over to Terrence. ''Well'', I started ''What we're going do?'' Terrence pulls his lips into a corky smile, ''I'm going to make love to my babies mother'' My heart begins to beat crazy. Making Love? I never did that?!

Terrence leans in slowly, and pecks my lips softly. I can't believe this is happening. I haven't been touched in months, and I'm already getting over excited. I put my hands up, ''Wait, wait'' I reached over to my nightstand, and pulled out my diary and pen. ''Really Sasha. What you be writing in there?'' Terrence ask me. I couldn't go on to making love with Terrence, without jotting down my feelings right now, at this moment. I want to remember it forever.