Soft Draco Oneshots

Don't hit me -Draco

Tw: self h@rm

After a long day at school you were ready to just go home and go straight to bed
You closed your door behind you and took off your shoes

After taking a drink you went upstairs to your bedroom
You opened the door and saw draco on your bed
He had a blade in his hand and his wrists were all bloody. He turned to you with tears streaming down his cheeks "I'm sorry" he dropped the blade from his shaky hands "I'm really sorry you weren't supposed to see that please don't be upset" he tried to wipe his tears away with his hand but instead he smeared blood all over his face

"I'm sorry today was such a bad day I.... I didn't know what to do" you walked closer to draco. When you were in front of him you moved your hands to put your hair up so it didn't get all bloody but Draco flinched at your motion "please don't hit me" the words Draco had said brought tears in your eyes "what? I'm not gonna hit you" "you're n-not?" You shook your head "why? I did something you don't like..." "but I wouldn't hit you. Not even because of that" "she would've hit me...." "Who's she?" "Pansy. Why didn't you hit me?" "I would never lay a hand on you Draco" "oh... I'm sorry. So you're not gonna hit me? Ever?" "Of course not" "oh ok... I'm sorry" "do you want a hug?" "Sure" you wrapped your arms around him carefully so you wouldn't hurt him

"Why were you doing that?" "Well... because I felt like I deserved it. She always gave me punishments like this and... it had been a long time since I did it and I thought I was doing everything wrong and I deserved it..." "you don't deserve it" "you don't think so?" You shook your head "that wasn't right of her to do" "I thought... I thought that was a normal thing" "it isn't" "I'm sorry. I'd understand if you're embarrassed of me... I've been doing things that aren't things you would normally do and-" "I would never be embarrassed of you" you cut him off "are you sure? I wouldn't want to upset you or embarrass you "how come you're asking me?" "When she got embarrassed by me she would hit me and cut me a lot" more tears spilled out of his eyes "I'm sorry you have to deal with me. I'm such a bad person.... You deserve someone better I'm so so sorry" "you're not a bad person" "but I'm always doing stuff like this. You shouldn't have to be the one to deal with me. It's not fair. And I don't want you to think I'm a bad person. I'm really trying to do better. I promise I will just please don't think I'm a bad person and leave me" "I'm not leaving you" "are you sure?" You nodded "thank you..."

"draco?" He looked up at you "can I ask you to please promise me to try to not "punish" yourself again?" "I... I don't know" "I won't get mad if you do but please puppy just try not to do it again. Not for me but for you. If you get the urge you can tell me and we'll get through it together or if you don't wanna tell me that's ok but you can try to draw on yourself instead maybe" you opened your bedside table drawer and took out a pen "look you can do it with this pen. It's red and it doesn't draw well on skin so you'll have to try a bit to get it to actually draw. Drag it a bit so it will sting a little if that eases you. Then instead of cutting your skin you're leaving art on it. Does that sound good?" "O-ok I promise" you smiled at him and kissed the top of his head "I know you can do this Draco. You got this and we'll get through it together ok?" He nodded and nuzzled into your chest

"Can we go clean you off?" He shook his head "do you think we could go in a few minutes?" "Mhm" "how many? Does 5 sound good?" "Yeah 5 is fine" you rested your chin on top of his head and held him tighter

After five minutes you nudged him a little "hey are you ready to clean your wrists?" He nodded. You both got up and sat down on the bathroom floor. Draco had stopped crying but he was still shaky. You started by gently wiping the blood off his face "you're so beautiful Draco" he looked down "hey" you lifted his chin up so he'd look at you "I'm serious. You're so so pretty Draco" "thank you" you booped his nose

"Can I tell you something?" "Sure" "I love you" "I love you more Draco" you said as you cleaned off his arm "you're amazing"

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