𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝟒 // matt sturniolo SLOW UPDATES

14- joshu-whore

TRIGGER WARNING: eating disorders, body checking, mentions of weight, throwing up, self-hatred

I know it's tough but you are NEVER alone. my DMS are ALWAYS open to anyone who needs to vent, talk to someone, or just cry. I am here for you.

march 6, 2021

lia sat at her desk, working on lyrics when her phone started to buzz rapidly. she clicked her power button once to silence her phone thinking it was a phone call, but after further inspection, because it didn't stop, she concluded that it wasn't a phone call, and instead a rapid-fire text convo. she decided to open it, knowing her best friends never failed to make her laugh.

hoe life or no life

matt
NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY

alahna
WHAT

matt
NO WAY NO WAY

Chris
LIA COME HERE

nick
LIAAAAA

alahna
WHATTTT

matt
HOLD ON WE NEED LIA

nick
LIA LIA LIA

lia
I'M HERE WTF DO U WANT IM TRYING TO WRITE LYRICS TF

matt
WHATEVER THIS IS MORE IMPORTANT

lia
I highly doubt so because I have a deadline coming up but okay.

nick
JOSHUA-WHORE IS COMING TO OUR SCHOOL

lia
WHAT
I THOUGHT AUNTIE SAID THEY WERE GONNA SEND HIM TO WESTSIDE

Chris
THEY WERE BUT THEY HAD A ZONING ISSUE

matt
SHE SAID HE'S STARTING TMR

alahna
Ohh okay well that explains why you were nearly exploding in lunch
li u should've seen it it was fucking hilarious

lia
istg the one time, I miss lunch
ANYWAYS
HOW TF AM I GONNA GET ANY WORK DONE ALL JOSH IS GONNA DO IS DISTRACT ME

nick
IK

Chris
u should've seen matt tho he almost beat tf out of josh when we ran into him in the hallway during his orientation it was hilarious

nick
omg yeah he had his fists all bunched up we had to physically hold him back

lia
BAHGHGAHGGA MATT
kid would've fallen over if he tried to punch josh
his physical strength is a problem bro he could hurl me across the room if he so much as wanted to

matt
JESUS IM SORRY I WAS MAD HE HURT YOU

lia
MATT CHILL ITS GOOD
listen, I'm getting used to him. I'm just now coming to terms that I was abused for 2 years.

alahna
girl istg I'm gonna beat his fraile ass

lia
alahna.

alahna
yuh

lia
did you not hear me when I said "hurl me across a room"?

alahna
idgaf

lia
anyways I feel so crazy bro I'm unlocking memories from years ago
memories I don't even recall of having at least once

nick
damn girl

lia
yeah but it's actually great because the deadline for a few of the songs that are gonna be in y album is in a few days so I can hopefully push my memories into songs