𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝟒 // matt sturniolo SLOW UPDATES

17- what good is a guardian that doesn't care?

March 28, 2021

lia felt somewhat empty in the past few days, for many reasons. 1, she hadn't eaten in weeks and the only times she did she threw it all up later. 2, every time she ran into Ellie she had a new bruise. she would excuse it as 'a fall' or 'a volleyball accident' but lia knew damn well it wasn't either of that. andddd 3, she was sad. for no. fucking. reason. sad, sad, sad. she barely got out of bed, never talked to her friends, and cried a lot.

it was all the same for a few weeks. go to school. sleep through every class and never talk to anyone. not eat. go home. sleep. wake up. stay up all night, repeat.

over and over for the past 14 days.

she didn't even go live for the release of 'xoxo', she simply tweeted a simple 'thanks' and logged off.

everyone who knew her was worried, except john of course. what good is a guardian that doesn't care?

matt especially was worried about loreli. though every one else was worried about her but he seemed to take it a lot harder.

mattyb 💅

hey
i know you've been sick
I'm just checking in on you
I'm worried

hey matt
I'm okay dont worry, just going through some stuff rn

what? I'm here for you

i dont wanna push my shit on to you

try me

fine but dont come crying when you're overwhelmed from my trauma

i wont
promise

ellie is a sweet girl. just like me
shes always coming up to me and talking to me, every time i see a new bruise.
every time i ask, she always makes a excuse
idk that's it

dont lie to me

I'm not

lia...

matt...

dont fucking lie to me

I'm not

lorelie I've known you for my entire life
i can tell when you're lying

*3 hours later*

why are all the other girls so much prettier?