The Trace Of Yesterday (Fontavilla brothers series 1) ONGOING

PROLOGUE

Prologue

"W-what?"

She could hardly look back at me even a glance hindi niya man lang halos magawa, wala akong galit o tampo sa kaniya even though it hurts me so much from what I found out. Hindi ko magawang magtanim ng galit sa babaeng Ito.

"I'm sorry" she said and sat down on the floor. I couldn't even help her stand up dahil nakatitig lang ako sa kaniya habang patuloy na tumutulo ang mga luha ko sa mukha.

I can't quite imagine this woman in front of me, the woman I have loved and supported my whole life ay siyang wawasak din pala ng puso ko.

This is love, this what you call love, and this is a part of bullshit love.

Ang masaktan

Inaasahan kong masasaktan ako sa huli pero hinayaan ko lang ang sarili ko. I continued to loving her because it's really part of the word love to be hurt pero wag naman sana sa ganitong paraan at bagay.

She grabbed one of my legs and begged to forgive her as she continued to sob habang ako ay nakatitig lang sa kawalan.

I don't want to stop the tears from flowing because this is the only way I can express my feelings.

"Nagkulang ba ako?" I asked her "No, never kang nag kulang sa akin" she said weakly.

"Then why the fuck did you have sex with other guy?" Mahinahon kong tanong.

"At sa kaniya pa talaga?"

"I-im sorry"

Iyon lang ang tanging naisagot niya sa akin even though I need reasons a valid reasons at baka doon ay mapatawad at maintindihan ko siya, but she prefers to cry and keep saying sorry na hindi ko naman kailangan. I don't need a fucking sorry! I need an explanation.