I headed home, As I lay down on my blue silk sheet. I couldn't bear to even think of his memories following me left and right. I knew he is gone if I just pretend more. My phone began to ring. It was Hyun-jin. I answered the phone, " Bora, I'm sorry my mother was really sick." But I have something important to ask. I really wanted to ask you in person but I have no other choice. Will you go out with me again, I make it up? " I was in shock the words that I finally wanted to her had come out. He had finally apologized. And out of nowhere I said yes. But It felt like Hyun-jin and I was growing apart. I could feel his world and my world becoming distant. He was so much ahead of me. Somehow, I felt like I'm lagging far behind. Feeling hurt from seeing Jimin. My feeling for Hyun-Jin was true and real, but at the time he would not value them. But my feeling for Jimin just felt far. He cheered on the phone being so happy I said yes. I was happy I guess but something was not right. Hyun-jin and I had begun to date officially. He was the sweetest. We went on a date and were always attentive.
Bringing me small gifts and always showed me and told me he loved me. At times I felt like I was being followed as I walked around with Hyun-jin, Jimin was always there. He seemed attentive watching every move. I Had become much more confused. But suddenly things were going not so well with Hyun-jin. " Bora I'm back, I'm going to get food to stay here." As I waited for him near the side of the sidewalk, I felt someone rush over grabbing me tightly, spinning me into his arms, but saving me from a car. It was Jimin as I felt his strong arms and the same perfume. I didn't dare look up as I stayed in his arms. My heart racing. I could feel his smile and his eyes just looking at me. He let go of me and left without saying any words. As soon as he left " darling you okay seems like you Saw a ghost. He said concerned. " nothing honey lets go." No matter where I went he was there. The following day as I walked with Hyun-jin two girls ran up to him hugging and being so touchy, I stood there still waiting for him to turn around and introduced me. Nothing, I backed up tripping, leaving my knees scraped I saw Jimin run, as he dropped his bags. He picked me up and sat me down. Hyun-jin was to busy talking to those girl he didn't notice. Jimin ran to the nearest store buying ointment and bandages. As he arrived he kneeled down. " may I " he asked i nodded yes.
As he gently treated my wounds. I watched him being careful and gentle. He didn't care what my words had said to him that day. But the truth was I really missed him. No matter what I did, I couldn't stop thinking about him . I tried tiring myself out. I tried very hard to forget. I drank and did everything I could. He keep appearing in front of me and I keep getting tangled up with him. But you doing that is because of me. I didn't want to have hope. I feel like I'm trapped in a never-ending forest of time. He cared for me in every way. He stood up as he heard Hyun-jin calling out for me, he looked at me and left. As I sat there Hyun-jin ran " what happened why you leave." He didn't even care to ask if I was okay. I stood up and said "take me home I'm not feeling well" I was bothered indeed. As he left me home he pulled my arm " Bora is something wrong?" I looked at him " why don't you just analyze your behavior and maybe start caring I'm done thinking about us. You know patience isn't my strong suit. I hate it when things are vague." I shut the door, falling to the ground crying of overwhelming feelings. Things were being different. Jimin kept coming across my mind; he hadn't changed ever since we first met. But my feelings for him were not clear. I was still in love with Hyunjin but I had started to feel love for Jimin again. A breakup is like a mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it
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I Came To Love You
FantasyBora is a 23-year-old who has lost her place in the world, she struggles to find her true self until one day she is in danger and her guardian angel saves her. With the help of her angel, he teaches her the beauty of life. But so only they begin to...