Love, Claudia (BWWM)

Chapter Eleven

'It's been a couple of weeks, but I'm still here.

Still praying, still loving, still seeking.

I've said it before and I'll say it again,

I miss you sometimes.

You can say whatever you'd like when we're together, but it's true.

I miss what I know about you.

Your kindness, gentle heart, obedience to God, wisdom, faith, and much more.

Since the last time I wrote, my life has gotten a little hectic?

I'm not sure what it's been.

Not annoying, but not calm and serene as it once was.

My lovely family has been wonderful, but a little pokey. Nothing I can't handle.

This is a silly question, but one I'd like to ask.

If I was different, disabled in a way, or have a snaggled tooth, would you still want me?

Would you consider me a partial woman?

I know who I am in Christ, but sometimes words can get clogged in my brain.

Hehe.

If I could draw, I'd draw a clenched smile emoji.

I don't want to continue droning on about my life, though I do enjoy getting to update you.

It's nice.

But, I must move on.

To words of adoration and faith in what we will be through Christ, and who you are.'

Claudia turned the paper to the blank side and took a breath to clear her mind.

It was time to write the love portion.

'Have you ever seen the look on a child's face when they're given ice cream or their favorite candy?

I can't foretell how I'll feel when I know you, but I can relate it to the childish joy.

You are sunshine, the bright star, moonlight, and happiness to and for me.

You've yet to arrive, but you are it.

Second to the One, my Lord, God of all.

The vacancy in my heart, set for you, is near to be filled.

Bless the Lord with all you are, and I do the same as I patiently await the day.

I am in no hurry.

I am jittery.

I am still.

And I anticipate the day I am filled to the brim with butterflies and something more.