Love, Claudia (BWWM)

Chapter Fourteen

'Feelings.

Feelings.

Feelings.

I don't where I'm going, but listen.

Something feels different.

Feelings.

I feel something.

I don't know why.

I want to understand this, but if I try, I may fall

Am I ahead of myself?

Am I a fool?

Feelings.

I need to understand.

I don't want to understand.

Help me to stay calm.

No need to search, but to merely exist.

No more feelings that confuse my heart and mind.

Leveled.

I need to be leveled.

Calm.

One with the Lord.

No distractions.

But I want it all.

I want the feelings.

I want to know.

I want to feel.

I want to show.

I want to just feel and not overthink.

No panicked state of mind.

Peace of mind.

I have peace.

But I question it all.

I question why I accept what's displayed.

Why not put up a fight?

I don't see trouble.

I see enjoyment.

I see happiness.

I see something more.

Something I won't mention. Not yet.

Lord, help me with the feelings.

Feelings.

Feelings.

C. Faith.'