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Ishitha's pov:

What was he thinking while talking like that, he is not a kid for God's sake to talk mince.

I am beyond furious right now
I am not a virgin that doesn't mean i whore around.

I am in my car heading towards our house and arjun is coming behind in his own.
I crossed the speed limit
That's not good but i am not in a mood to give a fuck about rules

I reached house in ten and dashed into the elevator and punched for our floor

I am outside of our apartment
about to press passcode
arjun came breathing heavily taking me a back , did he run up all the stairs?

"Ishitha listen to me please I.."
He started while walking along with me into the house

"What is there to listen?"
I shouted

"I am sorry , really I am
I am not in my right condition of mind at that time i kn......"

"Enough, you can't do things like that and expect me to be restraint? What am I a machine? with no heart and flesh, I am a human for God's sake" I screamed on top of my lungs maching his breathing pace.

"I know I fucked up please forgi....."

I walked into our bedroom before he had the chance to complete those words.
I locked myself in the room
Slowly tears pooled in my eyes then I cried my heart out all alone in this room

His voice from outside didn't reach my heart  cause 
i am badly hurt
I cried till my eye lids couldn't stay open anymore

I don't know when I woke up
I checked time to see it's nine at night, I am simply staring at ceiling thinking nothing in particular

"Ishitha please open the door" I heard him

"Leave me please"

"I won't disturb you , please came and have some food" He literally begged, but I didn't budge cause I realised one thing I am in love.
Yes I am in love with arjun
I never cried like this for anyone till now
I cried only for arjun
Just for arjun
Now it's making sense
Why I cried that night
I can't take it if he do something bad to me.
God I am crazy
He didn't even treat me like a close friend and here I am falling for him so deeply

"Ishitha please"

And that one statement collapsed all my walls , I walked into washroom ,after cleaning my face I opened the room door.

"I am sorry ishitha" His first sentence
I just nodded my head and walked to the dining table before I serve myself he helped me in serving

He made an indian dish
I stiffled the moan that is ready to escape at the heavenly taste of the palak panner and biryani combo.
This sweet gesture of his would have lessen the pain only if he had loved me back

I know he did this out of guilt but I forgive him for the effort he had put into this

"Can I stay? " His low voice came , I have no courage to look into his eyes so I filled a plate with food and placed it beside mine.

"I am not hungry ishitha just wanna talk about doc's appointment"

"I don't wanna talk"

"Please I wanted to"

"Then eat" I said

"Okay "

"I am having poly cystic......"

"I learned it through the doctor ishitha"

"Then why are you asking me? "

"Cause I wanna help you"
I dropped the spoon and my eyes became wet remembering the conversation I had with the doctor few hours ago

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