THE HEART KNOWS IT'S WAY

42. what about him?

Arjun's pov

I dropped my body on to the couch, this house feels so cold without her

Another ten days passed without seeing her, fifteen days since I have last talked to her properly

Daily before going to hospital and after returning from hospital I go to her parents house to see or at least get a glimpse of her but every time I am getting the same answer from my mother in law

She is not ready yet arjun

She barely talks to us arjun

I don't know why she is avoiding me? only me?

She is talking to all our family members, our parents their family but me

Why me?

What did I do to be get punished like this? Does she not know how much it hurts me?

I tried video calling her, messaging her, and a normal call but all in vain, she responded to none

I can't live like this anymore, without my love, I didn't even happen to say her those three precious words.

I regret my decision of not confessing het that day

I should have confessed her!

I couldn't eat, couldn't drink and surviving became a very big task for me without her beside me.

Every morsel i take is only for the sake of energy so that I can go wait for her daily in their living room with hope.

At first I thought she needs time, then she started light conversations with other people but  me

It's became my daily job to wait for her in their living room

Asha always gives me those pitiful looks whenever I was there drinking water to contain my anxiety

Something is wrong I know it's for sure and what was it? I wanna know, I wanna hear her, only from her

Lately I was staying at mansion with my parents
I hardly live there though,I usually return our home in the evening and go to mansion around two in the morning

Every day I am struggling to concentrate on work, I find it very hard to work knowing my love is not speaking to me anymore ,I feel unworthy without her. My soul feels alone.

Our home held so many memories of her, only this place gives me peace, only it relives my mental stress

I cried many times here
The more I stay here the more I miss her but I don't wanna leave this place where I can cherish our memories again through objects

Our laughs on sofa while watching TV

Our sneaky kisses in kitchen while cooking

Our yoga sessions on balcony

Her cosmetics near vanity

Our intimate showers

Our passionate nights

Our crazy talks on road

Every thing hurts
my heart hurts
So damn bad

Suddenly I started crying in agony

No one but my ishitha can relive this pain
my baby
my love

What is happening to us ishitha? Are we parting ways?
How much time still you need?
I want you back.

I cried till I start coughing

Today,I won't sleep without talking to her. With new found determination I took car keys to reach my inlaws house, yes that's not her home, I am her home and she is my home.