If only (Mattheo X Y/n)

~C H A P T E R XXII~

672 words
'Secret relative'

Mattheo pov

I stumbled into the darkly painted room which i had not missed visiting and locked eyes with the Dark lord. I knew why he called me here. I just don't know what i'm going to say when i have to tell him Y/n Taylor is still alive thanks to me.

"Mattheo, is it done?"
His earthly voice rang out before i could even sit at my place.

"I still have one week left Father"
I replied, addressing the matter that i still had time to complete my assignment. Had it really already been 3 weeks?

His face snapped at me in a menacing way. Truth be told. He did scare me.
His disappointment was displayed through his facial expression whilst he shot the coldest glare at me, followed by the other death eaters.

"Just get it done dear boy"
He soon spoke, waving his hand at me to dismiss me from the area.

I headed back to my room and threw myself on my lonely bed. I miss my proper room so much. It's weird not being at home and living at stupid school.

My brain scanned for a plan on how to murder a girl i had grown an affection for. But like come on, how could you even do that? I wouldn't dream of hurting her. Sometimes i don't even want to talk to her for the fear of hurting her, she's just the most important thing in my life. 3 weeks of knowing her really shows how much of an impact she has on me huh?

However, i couldn't think of a single thing. I wish i had just sliced her throat in the corridors before i got to know her. Then i would have never fallen for her, no good can come from trying to impress your parents. I learnt that the hard way.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

"What"
My teenage attitude burst through my tonsils tutting the simple sentence.

"Fuck you, i'm being respectful"
A familiar face said pushing through my door.

"Pfft yeah"
I chuckled sitting up on my bed and tapping the space next to it.

"Tell me Theo. Do you like her, or is this all just 'the plan'?"
My closet friend implied, taking a seat next to me and pushing himself against my headboard.

"I don't even know, Draco"
My forehead fell into my palms searching for answers.

Yes. It's about time you all knew. Draco and i are cousins. And we are very close i must add. But you can't tell anybody!! We're suppose to hate each other, and no one at Hogwarts can know we're even related. Makes it hard for us to talk really. So everything hateful we've even said, has been all an act to protect ourselves from our Fathers.

"She's your ex"
I sighed into my hands, realising how cruel it would be to be in love with my cousins ex.

"For a reason bro, plus she's just as much of a physico as you"
He laughed, playfully punching me on the arm.

A while went by and we just spoke nonsense about the losers taking part in the tournament thing, the party coming up, pathetic yule ball and sex to be honest. You know how it is.

"Theo, if you do like her, you shouldn't push her away, she means a lot to me y'know"
He frowned gazing off into the distance.

"Trust me Drakes, if i could have her i would, but my Father will literally kill me."

A moment went by of silence before a tear appeared in my eye.

"I cant lose her. She makes me good. She's my only happiness"

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A/n-

Sorry this is short i just wanted to do a Mattheo point of view

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