If only (Mattheo X Y/n)

~C H A P T E R XXV~

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'The Party (Part III)'

She flipped the rest over in her hands so that it was facing me.
Written clearly on all 3 tests was the word 'positive'.
Tears streamed down my face as Pansy pulled me closer to her.

"Oh babe"
Her hands found my hair as she stoked my head softly.

"Do you know who the dad is"
She quietly whispered, continuing to stroke my hair.

A few days ago i told Pansy that Mattheo and i were arguing a lot as she was getting suspicious as to why i wasn't sleeping in his dorm with him all the time.

"You can talk to me if it's another boy, hun"
She lifted my chin, smiling at me calmly.

"The only other person i've slept with is...oh god"
In that moment, i scanned for another boy in hope that i had had sex with another boy. I don't want a Riddle baby. It could turn out like it's grandfather? Or even it's Father?!!

Mattheo pov

What's taking them so long? And what did Y/n want Pansy to look at?
I'm getting too impatient now.
I slowly gripped the door and pushed it open half way just enough for me to see Y/n tucked up in Pansy's arms crying so much more than she deserves to.

"This can't be happening"
Y/n sobbed, opening up her clutched fist revealing the most terrifying thing possible.
A pregnancy test.
Is it positive? Surely not? Has she fucked another boy? I swear to god if she has. But what if it is mine? I don't know what i would do. It would ruin my life. My reputation. It would kill Y/n. My father would kill Y/n. And the baby. Possibly my baby.

"Don't tell me it's mine"
I spat. Tilting the door open more so that my figure was clearly seen by both teen girls.

They both instantly snapped their heads towards me, puffy eyed and noticeably scared.

"I'm sorry"
The helpless teen whined, placing her palms over her eyes not wanting to look at my confused expression.
In all of my sex life, this has never happened, and i've never felt so guilty.

"I need to go"
The girl shrieked, pulling herself away from her best-friend and dashing past me in a hurry.

I stood for a moment starring at nothing trying to figure out what the hell just happened.
I'm going to be a dad? No. I cant. I'm not ready.

"Mattheo, think how she feels"
Pansy Parkinson exclaimed, a few tears in her eyes. I looked up at the girl, my brain still all over the place.

"If you don't stay, She'll be alone, she's scared"
The concerned teen picked up all the tests and cursed a spell on them setting them on fire, before chucking them in the sink to burn out.

She made sure the tests were unrecognisable as to what they are before throwing them in the bin and walking out bashing her shoulder against mine on the way out.

I need to get Y/n. I cant lose my only happiness over this.

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I sped over to Y/n and Pansy's dorm room and flicked my wand sending the door wide open. But much to my disgust, there was no girl on sight.

"Where are you Y/n"
I sighed, leaving the room and heading back down to the party.

"Theo"
A soft voice whispered from the top of the stair case causing me to turn back.

"What if someone sees, Drakes"
I gritted my teeth, speeding up the stairs and pushing him into the corner.

"Is it true"
His concerned look spreader to mine.

"Tell me it's not true"
He mumbled. Placing a hand on my shoulder and looking me in the eye. Not many people see this side to Draco, but me being his cousin n all, i've kind of grown up with him to know every side to him there is.

"I think so"
I breathed, taking a look around to make sure no one was watching.

I don't care anymore about the stupid fucking assignment. I don't care about what my Father has to say. I don't care about not becoming a death eater and getting my very own seat at the table rather than some broken bench chair on the side. All i care about is Y/n, and my baby.