❝︎you know what they say about
people like you? good girls are just
bad girls that haven't been caught.❞︎
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HHYUNGGU 2022
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the sun was already fully set at the time they pulled into the famous neo house, and now there was no time for yun to change her mind. she didn't know who else out of the friends were going to come, and she didn't really care, she was mainly just ready to have a good time for once without getting into trouble.
her stomach twisted at the sight of people in front of her, which was unusual considering she'd been to enough parties at this point there was really no reason for her to be nervous. still, she inhaled and exhaled deeply and slowly to calm the nerves bubbling around.
before she got lost in her thoughts, ren linked their arms together as she practically skipped into the house, danbi and chenle following behind calmly with their hands tangled together as they always did so perfectly. yun could almost feel the excitement radiating from rens body. as per usual, the music got even louder when they pushed the door open and squeezed past the bodies crowding even such a big space, the smell of alcohol and sweat flooding their noses almost immediately.
"you know, this is the one thing i almost hate about neo parties," ren began, the four of them stopping at a drink table and watching her pick up one of her own, "so many people here. like, i swear this is more than our school."
"yeah, of course," chenle confirmed, "you think these assholes would only invite ncit?"
it was obvious now, they just wanted badly to keep whatever reputation they had and would keep throwing these ridiculously big parties if that meant it would stay.
the trio conversed comfortably about such and such, but yun couldn't seem to stay focused on one thing. her eyes wandered everywhere, from faces to bodies, to drink labels until she managed to spot hyunjin and eunjoo talking and laughing. her stomach twisted again, this time out of disgust when remembering the previous interactions with the girl. of course, the two seemed closer than ever.
"jaemin!" chenles voice broke through her thoughts and the small group turned to watch a grinning jaemin approach.
he and yun had hardly spoken or even seen each other since... you know... but she couldn't help but notice how happy he seemed in that moment. like the way he was whenever they were alone, and she hated how it was a sight she missed, seeing him so happy.
she hoped she'd be invisible to him, not wanting all the feelings she forced away to come flooding back but of course he had to flash his charming smile her way, and she couldn't help but send one back before immediately turning to grab a drink. he watched her do so, hands shoved into his pockets as he took a few steps closer to her so they had no choice but to communicate.
yun pulled the plastic cup to her lips, glancing at the taller with perked eyebrows but an occupied mouth. "you okay?" he asked.
she hummed, still not pulling the cup away even though now she was sipping on absolutely nothing, but he continued. "i didn't think you'd come, but i'm so relieved you're here. i was probably gonna leave if you weren't."
