Love You

Official

A few months have passed and after his few small and big accomplishments of teasing his mate non-stop, Build couldn't help but smile widely as he manage to come out from his shell and boldly tease his mate.

Fully aware of his mate's happiness, Bible smiles widely at his action and continues to make himself the submissive between the both of them as he loves to see his mate happy and like right now, the both of them currently enjoying their dinner date by the cruise.

"Nong, can I ask you something?"

Build look at his mate before he nods his head.

"Are you happy?"

Build nod.

"Are you sad?"

Build shakes his head in disagreement.

"How do you feel, right now?"

"What's with the questions?"

"Tell me Biu, I just want to know you more"

Build place his cup down and look directly at Bible.

"To tell you the truth phi, I feel light, carefree and happy. I don't feel heavy, bound and restrained like I previously felt"

"Why do you say so?"

Bible caress Build hands as he leans forward.

"Emm, the biggest reason for it I guess because previously I didn't accept you nor was I accepting my feelings for you. I was in denial, in self-blame, blaming you mostly but the most important thing is that I try to reject you phi"

"What about now?"

"As I said, I turn it all around and accept you more. Why phi? Are you scared? Are you nervous? Are you in doubt?"

Bible sighs softly, releases Build's hand and stands up. He then walks over to the front deck of his ship and looks out of the dark sea whereas Build follows his suit.

"What's in your mind phi?" asked Build in a calm manner.

"Do you think that if I didn't leave you before and continue to stay by your side will your anger and sadness be reduced?"

"What's with the sudden crazy talk?"

Build turn his mate to look at him.

"Hey Phi, are you okay? What's wrong? What's with the sudden mood?"

"I was thinking Biu, all of this happen, the heartache, the anger, the loneliness, the sadness that you encounter throughout the year when I was away from you. I don't want you to have regret in the future for choosing me"

In confusion, Build look at his mate once again he asked;

"Hold up phi, what is with the sudden crazy talk?"

"I saw your journal nong. I read your journal, I accidentally saw then as I organise your books from the box that you bought for our home"

Build bite his lips and mentally cursed himself as he forget to burn that curse/ emotional support book that he had for the few years after his mate left him alone and didn't even contact him.

'Fucking stupid young Build, why didn't burned that stupid childish book before' cursed Build to himself before he turn his attention to his phi.

"Hey, hey, phi, that book was the past. Don't worry about it okay, it's the past so let the past be the past. Don't think about it, we are here, this is the present, don't let the past decide our present or our future aright?"

Build quickly hug Bible in a reassurance manner as his mate holds onto him before they change their position.

"Sorry Biu for being mean to you in the past but right now, I will never do that again, I will never leave you alone not even a minute, I'll be always by your side from now on"

Build who was in a warm embrace couldn't help but once again reassure his mate;

"Phi Bo, you know a misunderstanding occurs within any relationship between two people even if they're friends. Love and being loved between two souls that's what keep the relationship strong. This is all just a journey of unstable emotions for everyone it's just how they keep their love strong. Like I said phi, don't worry about the past as we're here in the present so let's enjoy this as much as we can"

Bible close his eyes, enjoying his world in his arms but not before he kissed his mate's head, slightly rocking their body from left to right, enjoying the night sea breeze.

"Biu, my teerak"

Bible takes a small step away from Build while maintaining their eye contact.

Build who was puzzled, slightly cock his head, looking at his mate who was smiling widely.

"Sorry for the sudden outburst just now"

Build exhale in relief as he smiles sweetly at him.

"It's okay my mate, I understand as you're in a slightly vulnerable state because of us"

Winked Build as he remain his sweet smile.

"Seriously, what will I do without you? You are the most precious one that I have. Thank you teerak for accepting me and my flaws. My love, my one and only husband Mr Build Jakapan Sumettikul. My everything"

Said Bible as he kiss Build's hand in a loving manner while professing his raw emotion for his husband before he back hug him once more and enjoy the night sea breeze together.

After a minute or two of standing, Build couldn't help but ask for a seat as his leg couldn't withstand his weight and like a good husband, Bible carefully help him to take his seat.

He then proceeds to slip himself down, seating in between the long sofa and his husband as he continues to back hug his mate where they enjoy each other company, keeping his mate warm.

Bible couldn't help but give butterfly kisses to Build who was enjoying their sweet moment fully as he tighten his hold on his mate while he continue to rub circles on his protruding belly.

"You do like to do that huh Bo"

"I can't wait to meet our little strawberry"

With a smile plaster on his face and without reply as the circle and butterfly kisses slowly lullaby him to sleep, Build close his eyes enjoying the moment to his fullest feeling content and loved.

THE END