𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬

chapter 20 pt.2: caves in 🦋

(^^ this song corresponds with the Chap, you don't have to play it if you don't want, I just wanted yall to know that it goes along with the chap)

Continued from last chap......

Y/n pov

I sigh heavily as I run my hands over my face

What the fuck just happened I think to myself as realization smacks me dead in the face

I almost just kissed one of my best friends, who has a whole ass boyfriend

I'm many things but I will never be a home wrecker, and I stand by that. So for that situation to happen just makes me uneasy

I'm trying to figure out what thing within myself possessed me to lean in, what drew me towards her, I've never had those type of thoughts around her before, so why now?

As I shuffled my way to the front door I hear the doorbell ring a couple more times in a row

"I'm coming!" I yelled out hoping the person on the other side of the door will hear me and stop pressing the button so fucking much

As I open the door cold air hits my damp skin making me shiver as I look at the figure standing in the door

I was ready to greet them with a smile and welcome, that was until I saw her face and my facial expression turned sour real quick

"We need to talk" madison said in an irritated tone

So I responded back in a sarcastically snarky tone

"No really? I didn't know" I said back

She chuckles and rolls her eyes

"So you gonna let me in or what?" She asks

I move out of the way letting her in before shutting the door and fol her through my house to the livingroom

As I sit down on the couch she looks at me confused

"Arent we gonna go to your room" she says as she makes her way over to the steps

"No!" I say a little harsher and faster then I ment to

Ariana is up in my room, and I'm praying to God that she stays up there because If madison sees her this argument that I know we're about to have will be allt worse

I know damn well that madison will have alot of questions and I'm trying to avoid that, hell I'm surprised she hasn't asked me why I don't have a shirt on

"W-we can talk down here" I said patting a spot on the couch next to me for her to sit down

"Ok" She says skeptically as she slowly makes her way over to me and plops down on the couch

"Why don't you have a shirt on?" She asks once sitting

I spoke too soon

"Because I'm at home" I said not in the mood to talk about anything other than the situation at hand

Aj and Ryder

I'm so scared to have this conversation because

Honestly this might be kinda painful

"You know what this conversation is about don't you" she said propping her head up on one hand

I clenched my jaw before responding

"Yea, I got some shit to say and I'm not holding back"

Imma put it all out on the table

"Ok, well first off I wanted to say I'm sorry" she said and I was shocked on the Inside but I kept my composure