Continued from where we left off in pt.1.....
Ariana's pov
"Bitch what!" Arryn damn near yells, making me wince at how loud she was
"Are you for real, or for fake? Cause if your for fake I'm gonna hurt you" alexa added, and I wanted to sink I to my seat as my friends all leaned in
"Please repeat what you just said, I just wanna make sure I heard you right and I'm not losing my shit" zeke said, smirking, just to fuck with me
Clearing my throat I speak,
"I think I wanna-" I started, but I stopped myself just as quick, i need to stop lying to myself.
"I wanna break up with pete" I said, completely confident in my words. I know what I want, and it's about damn time I get it.
For a second my friends go silent, and I get scared that they're gonna say something bad, but I was wrong.
"HALLELUJAH!" Courtney cheered and I laughed when all my friends except Tayla started going crazy.
Just by saying that I'm gonna break up with pete, made me feel So much more at peace with myself.
"Ok ok, spill, what made you realize that you wanna break up with him?" Vic asked
This is where I really start thinking. If I'm being honest, I've been wanting to break up with pete, it's just that I was to much of a chicken to go through with it.
"For starters, me an pete dont even really have a relationship anymore, hell, we never did to begin with. And the last time we hung out was like at least a month ago, we don't text, we don't talk in school, we don't even acknowledge eachother" I rambled
"I mean, when was the last time I even talked about pete to you guys?" I asked, and I got no response from my friends, proving my point.
"I agree with you, you and Pete's relationship is nonexistent, but stop withholding, what's the other reason you wanna break up with him?" Tayla spoke, finally chiming in
And oof, I knew this question would come up, and just the thought of it made my stomach churn, but you know what, I'm gonna be honest, it's time to start being honest with myself and my friends about what I want, most importantly it's time I start being honest with Pete about what I want, and what I want is not him.
Sighing I start to speak
"Imma be honest with you. I like y/n, a lot. And that's obvious. I just- do y'all know what if feels like when someone is on your mind 24/7? It's like- I think about her all the time, in the morning, at night, in the middle of the day...it's her, it's just always her. Like her smile is just something else, and the way she's always supporting me makes me feel appreciated, and I love everything about her, she just- gives me something that he doesn't, and I'm ready to see where things go with her" i rambled out, while picking at my nails
(A/n: thas how she got me feeling fr...🙃^)
For a moment there was a silence at our table before zeke spoke up
"Ouuuu bitch, you got it bad" he teased making us all chuckle
"Real bad" Arryn added on
"Okkkkkk, but like-" Alexa dragged out "when are you gonna do it? Break up with him I mean?" She finished
Honestly, I haven't thought about that, I know it's gonna be sooner rather than later, I just dont know exactly how soon, soon is...
"Honestly, I have no idea, I don't wanna do it out of nowhere because I don't wanna hurt his feelings, I need a reason to do it you know?" I spoke making vic smack her lips
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FanfictionY/n y/Ln.... she's different to say the least. Growing up with just two close, friends taking care of her little brother and grandpa plus being different physically and mentally has been super tuff. She's very quiet and reserved she keeps to herself...
