moonlight - louis patridge

( emotions ) - 33

- Y/n's Pov -

"what happened between you two?" Ella asked in the cab.

It was getting dark and I was tired, Ella and I decided to go back to the hotel. We didn't want to walk so she called a taxi.

"i don't know, something in me just snapped. Louis was acting so different today and I couldn't take it. I tried to talk to him but he said that he was just thinking. I don't know why it's bothering me so much." I spill out my feelings, holding in tears

it would be very embarrassing for the cab driver to hear me say all this and cry, so Ella and I decided to wait until we get into the hotel.

I don't think I could sleep with Louis tonight, so Ella agreed to let me sleep with her. She got her own room so she didn't mind.

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Before we went to Ella's room I needed to pick up some stuff from my room, like pjs, night routine stuff. I wasn't sure how long I would stay with Ella, but I needed some space from Louis. Plus, it would be too awkward with him.

We are now on Ella's bed, in our pjs and face masks.

"so, tell me everything" She started

"well you were there for most of it, we were completely fine until I woke up. When you asked Louis 'what was that' it sort of triggered me in some way. I've been feeling this weird feeling over the past couple weeks towards Louis, I don't know what it is. But we always have this moment, where we lock eyes and all of a sudden, the world goes quiet and we're in some trance. I know it sounds crazy but it happens so often." I pause to take a breath, but I notice Ella face

She was smirking?

"great, why are you smirking?" I sigh

"you're in love, y/n."

I freeze.

"in love? No I'm not" I scoff

"it's not that, it's like.." I try to explain the 'feeling', but I can't seem to find the right words

"you're in loveeee" Ella smiles

I roll my eyes

"no I'm not. can we not talk about this anymore?" I change the subject

"fine. well what do you wanna do then?" Ella asks

I'm glad that Ella can tell when I'm uncomfortable, she understands and respects me. She will always change the subject when I'm not comfortable and I love her for that.

"movie?" I ask, a smile on my face

she nods and gets her laptop, putting some popcorn in the microwave.

She starts the movie and I zone out in my thoughts.

In love? Am I really in love with Louis?

pfft- no I'm not.

am I?

I brake out of my thoughts and try to focus on the movie, but my head spins with a million questions circling around.