December 5th
He likes me! Me! Holy shit someone likes me! Holy fuck i have a boyfriend!!!! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
i feel like im dreaming but im not! im a little slow and he confessed first but idc! after he confessed i stopped coughing up spider lilies. im still coughing white roses tho. and its only been a week since he asked me out so my happiness isnt fully restored but thats okay! itll get better.
im still dying though. and it still hurts. but itll be fine! ill be fine! right? i mean if i get the surgery will i remember Valentine? what about Benji? will i forget my boyfriend? i think they were attached so what if getting rid of the roses gets rid of the memories of both of them? idk if i can handle that. ill have to figure that out later.
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The After Effects Of White Roses and Spider Lilies
Teen FictionNoah never expected to fall in love, let alone twice. But then he meets Valentine and Benji. They told themselves that it would blow over and that his little crush was just that, a crush. But after months of pinning he realizes that isn't the case w...
