58- Give up

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Give up

"I don't hate you, I love you, but loving you is killing me. So this is goodbye even if I don't want it to be"   
- Nikita Gill

 So this is goodbye even if I don't want it to be"    - Nikita Gill

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Toby's POV

"Hey" I said simply, she looked up at me from the bed, both arms bound to either side of the bed.
"What do you want?" She asked, dropping her head back down.

I knew it was a mistake to come in here
That seeing her and hearing her bad mouth our relationship would hurt
But I needed to be near her
I need her so much

"To speak to you, pretty boring in my room all alone" I smiled, trying to lighten the mood
"Leave me alone Toby, I don't want to see you anymore" she said, turning her face away from me
"Maisie please, I know you... I know you think... certain things, but please look at me" I begged

I couldn't even bring myself to say the words
To mention him
Kill him
She slowly turned her head back over, and looked at me as I sat beside her bed
"I want nothing to do with you" she said calmly.

And I saw it in her eyes
She truly believed that
I stood up, I couldn't stay here
I couldn't look at her looking at me like that
Like I was no one.

"I'll go. But you..." I faltered by the door, unable to look back at her
"You are the first girl that has made me feel like I'm someone. Like I'm valued. Like I'm not just the idiot brother that cracks jokes and sits around waiting for everyone else" I said

"You make me feel important, you make me feel... alive... and you may think he's what you want. But he doesn't care about you. He doesn't do everything in his power to make you happy. To make you laugh. He doesn't think about your feelings and how fucking beautiful you are. If I have to go crazy then you need to know that. You need to know that you were it Maisie" I explained, before leaving.

Blossom's POV

"A fucking ritual, is he stupid? What was he thinking using a potion in the first place!" Sin shouted stressed, getting up to pave around the room.
"I know, but if there's a way to reverse it then surely we should at least try?" I said, pleading my case

Toby's emotions were in tatters
He was a complete wreck because of that man
If we had a solution than it was worth the shot
"Try? Baby, Maisie won't have anything to do with anyone, she's convinced that demonic prick is her soul mate" he said

"So let's change that, she knows she belongs with Toby deep down, her minds just clouded" I said
"Give up Bloss. She's made her decision" Toby said sadly, appearing at the door
"Toby" I tried
"Leave it Bloss. I'm destined to die alone. I'll go savage before the days up" he said, slumping down onto the sofa

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