My Destiny

CHAPTER 31

IMELDA

Tahimik lang kaming dalawa habang nagmamaneho sya, nakaupo naman ako sa front seat dito sa SUV na sasakyan nya.

Hinila nya ako kanina kaya wala na akong magagawa. At baka kapag tataasan ko pa lalo ang pride ko ay baka sa gilid ng kalsada ako matutulog buong gabi, ayaw ko non noh.

Sobrang tahimik, he didnt talk at seryosong nakatingin lang sa daan, syempre hindi rin ako nag salita, at bakit ko naman sya kakausapin.

Medyo malayo pa at sobrang awkward dito, so i tried to turn on my phone again na para bang umaasa na nagkaroon ito ng lahit 1% lang para tawagan kung sino gusto kung matawag pero wala, 0% talaga, lowbatt talaga.

Bumuntong hinga ako at sumandal na lang habang nakatingin sa labas.

Pa'no na yung car ko roon. Baka magasgasan yon at pag tripan!

Goshhh, maling desisyon talaga na sumama ako sa lalaking to e.

Di ko namalayan na binigyan ko na pala sya ng masamang tingin. Nakakainis kasi e.

"Stop looking at me like that. I dont like it." medyo may pagkamasungit at cold na tono nya habang nakatingin pa rin sa daan.

Sya pa nagsusungit! Kung pag tripan talaga yung sasakyan ko roon, sya pag titripan ko! nakakainis.

"Hindi naman kita tinignan. Feeler." sabi ko at umirap.

Naghari ulit ang katahimikan pagkatapos no'n. Ang awkward!

"Wala ka bang music dyan, gosh youre so boring." reklamo ko, napatingin sya sa akin na para bang sinasabi nya na reklamador ako.

E ano naman kung magrereklamo ako, kasalanan nya yon. Mao-awkward ba kami sa sitwasyon na'to kung hindi nya ako hinila kanina? duh.

Nag turn on sya ng music, at naistatwa ako sa kinauupuan ko at hindi makatingin sa kanya ng marinig ko ang lines ng kanta.

"And when I hold you in my arms I promise you
You're gonna feel a love that's beautiful and new...

"This time I'll love you even better than I ever did before
And you'll be in my heart forevermore
We were just too young to know
We fell in love and let it go
So easy to say the words goodbye
So hard to let the feeling die...

"I know how much I need you now
The time is turning back somehow
As soon as our hearts and souls unite
I know for sure we'll get the feeling right...

"And now we're starting over again
It's not the easiest thing to do
I'm feeling inside again
'Cause every time I look at you
I know we're starting over again
This time we'll love all the pain away
Welcome home, my lover and friend
We are starting over, over again
If we never lived alone
Then we might have never known

"All of the time we spent apart
All we did was break each other's hearts
And when I hold you in my arms, I promise you
You're gonna feel a love that's beautiful and new
This time I'll love you even better than I ever did before—

"Starting Over Again"
song by Natalie Cole

Napakagat ako sa ibabang labi ko. Gosh, mas ino-awkward nya ang sitwasyon! Mas na awkward dahil sa kanta.