Memory once lost (Jack Ambrose x Reader)

Chapter 6 - the day after

(this'll be a kinda sad chapter focusing around Y/n and Elias)

Warning: Suicide mention, pregnancy mention, depression mention, break downs

words: 3446

The next day was..awkward to say the least. As you woke up you had completely forgotten Elias was laying next to you. You blinked a few times before rubbing your eyes, you felt an arm around you and turned your head to see Elias. You looked at him his hair was messily over his eyes one arm up in the air and he was drooling, you smiled a bit this felt so natural so peaceful it felt just right. You didn't want to wake him but your alarm began to start beeping causing Jack to groan and cuddle closer to you, putting the blanket over him. You spoke "Eliaaasss...Eliaas" you said shaking him a bit as he muttered a 'five more minutes', he had also finally released you 'that'll do I suppose'. You got up walking to your wardrobe and grabbing some clothes for the day, you made your way to the bathroom placing your clothes on the pure white counter. You stared in the mirror for a moment remembering what had happened yesterday, you smiled at the closeness you two had experienced that day. You sighed sadly knowing you couldn't remember these memories Elias had told you about 'maybe he would be open to doing them all over again?' you thought to yourself as you turned the shower on. You undressed stepping in and washing yourself, as you lathered your hair you began to think about last night. How Elias had stood at your door looking at you with those eyes, how he held you, how this all felt right. You wanted more nights like this, no sex no 'mistakes' he just wanted to be next to you that night. He truly was a broken person wasn't he? These thoughts came so naturally, the want and need to be next to him the want and need to see his smile. You began to wonder what else you had forgotten, did you even have family out there? Was Elias really the only thing you had to a family? You stepped out of the shower drying yourself off and getting dressed, you looked at the mirror one last time 'who am I?' You walked out the bathroom to see Elias sitting on the side of the bed holding his head, he looked up at you his glasses were on. You both stared at each other as he spoke "I'm sorry Y/n I didn't mean to..intrude like that..It's just" He paused before continuing "We've always slept together..Those years you were gone..My heart was torn out and chucked away." He looked away from you "I missed you, I needed to have you next to me again even if for one night." You walked over to the bed sitting down next to him, you put a hand on his back feeling him lean into the touch "Elias..I'd love to have more nights like this but..I need to remember who I am." He turned his head to look at you before nodding "yeah...I know, and I promise I'll help you" he said taking your hands into his, you nodded at him "come to my door anytime then Elias, as long as you hold your promise..I'll hold mine." He looked confused "what promise?" You smiled at him "this one. I promise to be there for you Elias, even if I can't remember..much I still want to be here." His semi frown turned into a grin as he looked at you, his eyes glancing at your lips for a moment before he let your hands go "deal." He said before standing up. You took in that he still had his pajamas on, a grey t-shirt and some batman pajama pants he looked..attrative, he looked down at you before offering his hand to help you up. You took it smiling at him "thanks" he nodded as his thumb grazed over your hand "I gotta go get ready, I'll meet you in the office alright?" You nodded as he let go and left your dorm.

You decided to go and get some coffee from the breakroom as Elias was most likely getting ready in his own dorm. You wanted to see Lavender and ask her a few questions about well why she was asking YOU questions. As you walked down the hallway to the break room you noticed the stares people gave you 'have they always been staring at me like that?' You wondered, it was..Uncomfortable in your mind. You finally found the break room walking in you could hear bickering between two familiar voices 'Clef and Lavender at it again' you blinked at that thought 'that's right..That's how they've always been..Like an old married couple.'