My little girl

9. Smokey

Chris -

there are times where I don't even know who I am like who am I? What am I? It's really hard you think of everything that you called and then you are blessed but then it's  scary
because you just ask yourself every single day There's a place I've been looking for

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In a way unable to put into words
That took me in and out of buildings
Behind windows, walls and doors
And I thought I found it
Couple times even settled down
And I'd hand around just long enough
To find my way back out
I know now the place that I was trying to reach
Was you right here in front of me
And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breaking
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here.

It's amazing, what I let my heart go through
To get me where it got me
In this moment here with you
And it passed me by
God knows how many times
I was so caught up in holding
What I never thought I'd find
I know now, there's a million roads
I had to take
To get me in your arms that way
And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breaking
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here
In a love I never thought I'd get to get to
Here
And if that's the road
God made me take to be with you
And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breaking
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for all the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here and you know something this is exactly where I wanna be.

I want to be with my wife and I want to be with my Liz and my beautiful kids, sentient and Dale I don't want to be anywhere else. It has taken me a decade now to be happy because when you're a naïve you have 14 old little boy and you have all these dreams about going to Shawnee get famous only to be hidden in the dorms for like four years four years and then you know you got to go on a survival shell and you know get your feelings, hurt and have people treat with your emotions and I feel like I kind of wish I would've gone somewhere else and away but anyway I'm grateful because if I was never punched a kid, I never really met Liz and I can't even fathom that the fact that I could've missed out on an opportunity to be with the weather and my dreams and I will never stop loving her.

I will never stop fighting for her. I will never stop and I'm gonna keep it. I'm going with my girl and you know my two kids and I'm going to get us to where we need to be which is to happen ever after and right now we are happily ever after and that's all I can afford to be in a place where Ross safe and you know everybody's emotions are taken care of. that's the most important part because you know my two kids were unexpected gift from God and you know I'm just so grateful that you're here but most importantly,

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I'm so grateful to wake up every morning in case Liz is cheeks and you know let her know that I love her and then she say and I'm so grateful that the girls got to be here too and be married to there so late because everything happens for a reason. I'm still mad at JYP
for poisoning the girls Girls
But I think he realizes that he can't scare them away or take them apart anymore no matter how hard he tries. He's always going to lose.