My little girl

13. Bling bling

Maddie-

hello
Anybody out there?
'Cause I don't hear a sound
Alone, alone
I don't really know where the world is
But I miss it now
I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough
'Cause my echo, echo
Is the only voice coming back
Shadow, shadow
Is the only friend that I have
Listen, listen
I would take a whisper
If that's all you had to give
But it isn't, is it?
You could come and save me
And try to chase the crazy right out of my head
I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough
'Cause my echo, echo
Is the only voice coming back
Shadow, shadow
Is the only friend that I have
I don't wanna be an island
I just wanna feel alive and
Get to see your face again
I don't wanna be an island
I just wanna feel alive and
Get to see your face again
Once again
Just my echo
My shadow
You're my only friend
And I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough
'Cause my echo, echo
Oh my shadow, shadow
Hello, hello
Anybody out there?
These were the feelings that I had to deal with before I came here for the feelings that I had to deal with before I met Liz and before I met my friend Karin,  alone before I met my friend Bri.

Life is scary and isolating, and no one can give me an issue or no one can give me a statement of what I had to do like no one could give me an answer for what was going on in life and it was scary because I've always wanted to feel like I meant something to somebody but

I guess not like I guess I didn't mean anything to anybody if you ask me, but I feel like overtime. You could overcome such sadness and maybe talk about it, but it doesn't really mean what happened to you will go away and you Always ask yourself like what did I do  wrong to be treated like that and you have to tell yourself you know what you're a decent person and you didn't do anything wrong to be true like this.

I think the reason that  people just didn't want me to succeed in life, all the jokes on them, because I still succeeded, and did exactly what I wanted to do and so did my beautiful friends. They're all married to her soulmate and just as I was about to leave so I remember I was about to walk out the door and I was crying tears of happiness for my two friends but I wanted to assured

I love to satisfy me because I wanted to be married but I'm scared because you know every relationship I've ever had was abusive, but I was about to leave and I said it feels like cleans on my leg and told me not to go not to go because he loved me and that made me feel a lot better and made me feel a lot better because I made me realize there's someone else that I love me and now you know Fyuse later we had Melody, so it all worked out but I mean it took a long time but it was all worth it.