Can't forget or forgive?

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Continuing from that last part

Kay "6th grade summer Shani...
"You left me...you set me up
"You left me alone..
"I told you sorry but you had to get back didn't you?!

Shani knew what he was talking about but didn't say anything, instead she shed a tear.

"Look at me Shani and tell me you didn't do it

"LOOK AT ME NIGGA

Kay hit Shani with his bare hand causing her to hit the floor.

Kay pulled her up by her hair and made her look at him.

"You knew she was going to touch me didn't you Shani.

"NO KAY I DID NOT
"The same night that lady touched you I was being raped Kay...by my own father at that.

Kay let her go.

"Sha-

"Just leave Kay please

"But I didn't -

"PLEASE KAY

Kay picked up his things and went downstairs out the door.

Shani ran down after him locking the door.
She slid down the door crying about it

Flash back to 6th grade summer

"Shani you going to camp this summer? Kay asked Shani

"My dad and miss Jen are hosting it so duhh Kevin.

"Imma see you next week then

"Okay she kissed him on the cheek but he kissed her on the lips.

She smiled because it was her first kiss and walked back to her dad's ran down apartment

Her and dougie had just got back in when he went in the room in her closet her dad came in and told her pack her things for camp.

Dougie and Shani packed their things and watched a movie, when they were done dougie went to his closet room and Shani fell asleep.

Next week at camp

Kay dougie and Shani all linked up and talked about there life and more,
when it was time for bed kay and Shani came up with a plan so she could sleep with him.

After everyone went to sleep she snuck back to kay and dougie.

After 15 minutes her dad walked in and seen her.

He looked angry.

"Shani get back to your cabin please.

"Yes sir.

"Mr.Kevin go to miss jen office

"Ight

Shani got in bed but felt someone get in behind her and started playing with her night pants.

She pulled up her pants but they were yanked back down.

She felt her underwear slide down and a hand went straight in her private area.

She looked back and seen her dad smiling then she felt something In-between her legs.

Kay POV

You wanted me miss Jen ?

"Yes Kevin close the door and lock it please

He did as told

"Sit in the chair Kevin.

Okay he said innocently.

She asked what was Shani doing in the room with him.

He was confused because Shani dad never went back to miss Jen and told her anything so Shani had to say something.

"We were just talking miss jen

"I understand Kevin but you didn't want her to do this.

She put her hands on Kay pants and started rubbing him.

He didn't get hard because he wasn't interested nor did he want to do anything with her.

She started taking off his pants then pulling down his boxers.

"Be quiet for me Kevin she said while she started putting her mouth on his penis.

He cried because he was disgusted with himself.

How could Shani tell her to do this his little 12 year old mind thought.

Flash back over

Shani got up and walked upstairs drained due to the flash back.

Dougie came back in but just walked pass her like she wasn't even there.

She got upstairs and made her way to dougie room.

'Knock Knock Shani opened his door.

"What Shani? Dougie said with sadness in his voice

"You okay Doug ?

"Nahh
"I just found out both of my parents been dead for 2 years Shani

"I'm sorry for your loss Dougz she set down and hugged him.

"You think I'm not enough Shani?

"I think you are more than enough dougie

"I sometimes wonder if I was out would it be different.

"Shani you make me sane
"I don't think i would be here without you.

Shani gave dougie a hug like he gave her years ago.

Shani and dougie took pillows with them to the living room and watched scary movie to the morning.

It was currently bright asf outside and dougie was sleep by my coochie,I shook him and he turned over and put his face DEAD in my shit.

I slapped him a little and he woke up smiling.

"You smell good Shani

"Umm you was just - Nvm thank you dougie.

"What you got on so I can get my girl some he asked

"I don't remember but I'll tell you when I go upstairs to my perfume.

"Ight he said getting up walking pass her.

As they were both about to walk in there room dougie said something.

"Yo Shani

"Yes ?

"You pussy smell good

"Bitch what ' she looked at him crazy before he slammed his door.

"You're weird asf dougie she yelled at him but all he did was laugh because she a big ass liar.
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They lil bond something different 😭

If you confused just wait till I clear it up 🤭

Overall this chapter some sad shit 😥

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