Heartbreaker

Honestly just cry.

"Seriously where do you have time to get all this stuff wait you're kidding me Shuri what the hell why though just why I can take any of this why would you buy all of this I'm not going to taking it back with me."

"When you were talking to me last night I realised I messed you up really bad and that's on me so I thought about how to make it up to you and ordered all the stuff you like here," she says

"Shuri seriously though I can take any of this I really can't take it I love it and I think it was very sweet but I really can't," I say to her

"Yes, you can Monet you can take it I got this for you no one else but you," she states

"Ok, you know what I will think about it, but know I need you to sit down and tell me why you don't like me talking to Xavier," I say

She sits down and says,
"I don't like it because I want you Monet I still really like you and watching you speak to him and smile whilst your talking to him or text him just feels wrong to me because I want you Monet, not Riri not anyone else I just want you I don't know how you don't get that I just want you," she says boldly

"Wait what Shuri you want me, I'm not tripping but you ended it with me so I don't understand what you're on about why would you do that if you want me and only me Shuri, you need to seriously get your priorities straight and in check, gosh, It's like these past days all you've done is piss me off and it seems to me like you don't care! " I shout

She stands up and walks towards me and says, "your hella fine when your mad one of the reasons I enjoy pissing you off" she says cockily

"Shuri let's be honest with each other right now you are definitely overreacting with me and Xavier and-" I get cut of mid sentence by her

"How can I be overreacting when I clearly stated I want you Monet are you listening to me at all." She asks

"Shuri look at it from my point of view you done me dirty why do you think my friends are on my case when they see me talking to you I'm not insane. YOU KILLED OFF ANYTHING WE COULD HAVE HAD." I say

Yeah I get I was wrong with what I did-

"I need to seat down this jet lag is seriously getting to me give me a second" I say slowly

"Are you ok?" Shuri asks kneeling down in-front of me with a worried look

"Yeah I'm fine I'm legit just tired" I say whilst rocking slowly back and forth

"Hey hey do you want me to get you water?" Shuri asks worried

"Yeah sure, why's your lab so cold?" I say shivering

"It's not cold Monet" she says passing the water too me

"Im practically freezing." I say taking a sip of the water

I stand up slowly to walk out the lab but it suddenly gets harder to breath I quickly pull myself together. And turn to Shuri to tell her-

"Oh I forgot my bag let me go get it from the car I'll be back." I say

"Are you sure you don't want me to get it for you?" she asks

"No it's fine I'll be quick." I say

I quickly walk out before she can speak I walk straight past the guards and straight to where I park, I unlock the car and sit in the driver seat and I close the door.

(Play Song here)

And immediately all I could feel was my eyes watering and tears slowly falling onto my face and all I could do was try and wipe my eyes because I still didn't know why I was crying but all I could was a weight on my chest getting heavier and heavier by the minute.

All I know is that I was being an absolute cry baby even after wiping my eyes continuously I couldn't stop crying eventually after some time I see someone walk towards the car I quickly grab my sunglasses from the compartment and put them on I quickly unlock the car door and the person gets in.

"What happened to your bag you left in the car?" Shuri asks

"Yeah I actually realised it was in the lab." I lied

"So what's with sunglasses ur windows are tinted?"

What's with all these questions I think to myself

"You know what I really liked them with my outfit." I lied again

"Yeah sure you hate these ones that's why there here." she says as she slowly takes them off my face

"We've been best friends since we were kids I know when your lying." She says

"Why are you crying?" She asks

"Me crying doesn't sound like me. Everyone knows I don't cry." I Say

"Yeah your a liar.Sunglasses and it's not even that sunny ur eyes are red as hell." She says

"If Im honest I don't know why I'm crying I just feel so much pressure on me and all the stress of travelling every five days is getting to me finally and then everything going on has just pushed me over the edge ." I say

Ring ring

Incoming call from Xavier😒

I pick up my phone and put my phone on DND

"Yeah I can't talk to him right now." I say

"Really or is it just because I'm here?" she asks

"No and I just don't want to speak to anyone right now I'm just tired I'm seriously drained and I'm lying to myself if I say I'm not tired." I say

Ring Ring

Incoming call from sister 💕💕

"What part of DND does Ayesha not understand." I say

I answer it though

Monet: hey what's up?

Ayesha: where are you were going out to the mall  and we need a lift Diara wants new shoes her backup airforce's are gone.

Monet: GET AN UBER THEN. IM OUT UBERS EXIST GOSH.

Ayesha: I legit don't know the address

Monet: SEARCH IT UP THEN I-

"Aye calm down don't shout out her" Shuri says

"Pass the phone I'll talk to her and also give me your kimoyo beads I have an update for them" Shuri says

I pass the phone to her

Shuri helps Ayesha which I could clearly hear that she was not having it but she was still nice to her.