Heartbreaker

No don't do this to me

"Monet I'm going to be honest with you right now-" she says but I cut her off

"Wait wait what did you do." I say looking at my best friend with a soft look

"If anything it was all my I fault it was all me it wasn't Shuri it was the day before your birthday and obviously I was a bit weird because I kind off almost tried to hook up with Shuri She STOPPED IT BECAUSE I WAS DRUNK AND SHE REALLY LIKED YOU AND I REALLY TRIED TO COVER IT UP BECAUSE SHE SERIOUSLY DONE THE WHOLE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR YOU AND I COULD TELL SHE LOVED YOU AND I WAS JUST INSECURE AND JEALOUS ABOUT HOW YOU GOT EVERYTHING ITS MY FAULT NO ONE ELSE KNEW ABOUT IT." She rambled on really fast

"No don't do this to me." I say on the verge of tears

"Don't do this to me." I say pacing around

"Monet I'm really sorry." She says

"No no your meant to be my BEST FRIEND AYESHA you REALLY DID THAT TO ME?" I ask

"Shuri seriously how and why I just can't seem to speak with you right now." I say

"Wait your joking so the day you came back AT THAT TIME IS BECAUSE YOU TRIED TO HOOK UP WITH SHURI?" I shout

"Monet-" I cut her off

"Do not ever speak to me after we live Wakanda and even when we graduate I don't want you to even look at me Ayesha and you Shuri I I swear I must be a fool to even give you a second chance." I say going back inside

I grab my car keys and bag and I go back out barging past Ayesha as I go to take the stairs I walk out and get into my car and I just drive I don't know where to but I just start and drive not looking back, I had no clue where I was going to but all I knew was that I couldn't be near them it's either I break down and just start crying or someone doesn't leave that apartment alive, I felt the tears run down my face my vision was cloudy but I didn't care I eventually got to the place and knock on the door the person opened the door and all I did was completely break down.

"Oh Monet don't do this please." Okoye says whilst hugging me

"Let's go" She says bringing me inside

"What happened?" She asks

"All I know is that if you don't want a murder scene tonight I need a flight back home." I say

"Monet I can't just take you back." She says

"Okoye I can't stand to look at certain people's faces at the moment I always end up getting hurt." I say feeling my eyes starting to water again

"Monet if this is about Shuri don't let it affect you." She says

"Nope it's not just about her now it's about her and Ayesha now." I say laughing because if I don't laugh I'll cry

"WHAT!" Okoye shouts

"Seriously I'm always the fool when it comes to Shuri." I say

"But my own best friend seriously done this to me." I say crying

"Im so sorry Monet." She says hugging me

"You don't have to be sorry Okoye." I say

"I just can't do it anymore I really can't I seriously just can't every time something happens to break everything down." I say crying

"I just feel so much pain and heartbreak and it's even worse because the heartbreak feeling is from my very own best friend I would never have thought someone could break my heart this much to the point I feel physically Ill I would rather go through anything else but lose my person my very own person someone I could never share someone who is always there when I need them and now I've just lost her and I feel like I've lost myself with losing her." I say

"Monet I know how you feel about all this and I know your filled with anger, rage, sadness,most definitely bitterness and hatred which is filed with the love you have for your best friend and I know you can't just heal from this immediately but I know your hurt beyond repair but I can't let you go back with all that anger and rage inside you." She says to me cleaning my tears

"I have this for you." She says picking up a letter from her draws and the closing it back

"Here" she says passing it to me I open it and start to read it

Dear Monet,
I know when you read this it's probably a few weeks after your 20th birthday but I wanted you to know I love you so much my sweet daughter and I would love to catch up with you I know I was distant with you and I wasn't the best father but I want you to know that I love you and care about you and I really want to make things right with you so I would love to meet with you on Saturday 3rd august
6:30 for dinner and a catch up with you I know I wasn't there for all your birthdays due to the important meetings. but this year I really want to show you I love you and care about you Monet I'll  be waiting there for you please show up if you can .

Lots of love Dad

"Is it seriously break Monets heart today?" I ask Okoye

"He showed up at the party but he couldn't bring himself to talk to you knowing how much he hurt you and your mother and he said you looked so happy and he couldn't bring himself to ruin it so he gave this to me instead." Okoye says

"But each time he said that I was always left waiting there and each time I left with the same exact bracelet because he never realised he had given me the same exact bracelet for 19 years." I say

"You know what give it chance you never know what could happen Monet." She says

"Okoye I'm trusting you ok I will go but let me go back home and I promise no one is getting murdered." I say walking towards the door

"Come here Monet." She says hugging me whilst resting her chin on my head

"Thank you Okoye I appreciate you so much ." I say

"Monet it's ok." She says letting go and opening the door for me

"Bye Okoye." I say whilst holding the letter in my hand

I get back in and drive straight back home just letting my thoughts consume me completely until I get home I get out of my car and walk but I'm too see them still standing in the hall way but with all of my friends outside

"Monet we didn't know about this at all." Irvnia says looking at Ayesha with anger

"If we did know it would have never stayed a secret this long." Chrystal says

"You guys it's fine you don't have to explain yourself but I have some outfit picking to do I'm going out tomorrow." I say opening the door not even acknowledging Ayesha or Shuri

I go in and all I can hear is them shouting at Ayesha and yelling at her I just go in my room and lay on my bed because all the energy I had to pick out the outfit I didn't want to cry but the thought of my own best friend even do this to me broke me I pick up my phone and go through me and Ayesha photo album together and I don't even know why I done it to myself but I seriously made it worse I ended up crying my self to sleep.