"Chrystal you just loving doing this." I say whilst putting my head on her shoulders
"Yep i missed you girl."
"Now update me right now." She says shaking me
"On?" I asked confused
"On you and Shuri where not dumb." She says
"Ok so I don't know what we are right now but I don't want to be played so I'm really not sure if I even want to know what we are and then Riri likes her and she kinda like asked her on a date whilst I was there and it was kind off awkward but I can't feel jealous if I have Xavier there who's planned a date with me but I don't want to hurt myself with my own decisions." I rant on about everything
"Ok woah does Ayesha know about this?" She asks
"Well I don't want to be yelled out because there's a lot more to this whole thing and Ayesha will literally kill me." I say
"Now from what I've gathered is that your jealous with Riri asking Shuri out but you don't want to seem jealous because you don't want to find out what you two are because you are scared of what she might say and you don't want to seem jealous because you have Xavier aswell. Does she know your jealous?" She says
"No she doesn't know I'm jealous and she's not finding that out, and yes pretty much that's what's going on." I say
"Ok number one MONET YOU LIKE HER YOUR JUST SCARED OF GETTING HURT AND I GET THAT BUT YOU HAVE TO ASK HER FIRST YOU KNOW IT CAN GO TWO WAYS AND YES THE WAY THAT MIGHT HURT YOU COULD HAPPEN BUT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!" Chrystal shouts at me
"UH UH IM TRYING TO AVOID A SECOND STAGE OF HEART BREAK CHYRSTAL!" I shout
"Well that's kind off late because I technically just texted her to come over." She says
"Wait what that's was not the plan CHYRSTAL THE PLAN WAS FOR ME TO DO IT BEFORE I LEAVE SO IF ITS NOT WHAT I WANT TO HEAR I DONT HAVE TO COMMUNICATE OR EVEN HAVE TO COME BACK HERE AND THEN HER AND RIRI CAN DO WHAT EVER IF SHE STILL LIKES HER!" I shout
"Well you only have one life to live." She says
"I'm going to go dig my grave." I say standing up
"Calm down she won't be here that quick." She says
"Fair enough." I say before hearing a knock on the door
"Chrystal I swear down!" I say leaving my room to go open the door
In my head I was mentally panicking I quickly composed myself and opened the door.
"Heyy." I say trying to calm myself down
"You missed me that much that you really made me come to your place now." She says
"Yep." I say
"What's wrong you seem off?" She asks
"Nothing everything is great." I say
"And your a terrible liar." She says holding my hands
"Ok I need you to be honest with me what are we?" I ask calmly
"Monet..." she doesn't say anything other than my name
"Shuri say something please." I say letting go of her hands
"Monet I really can't do this today." She says looking down at the floor
"Nope my eyes are here so look up and seriously if it was a mistake then say it so I know what to do." I say
"It wasn't a mistake it's just that..." she says
"It's Just that what?" I ask
"It's Just that I cant do the relationship stuff." She says
"Seriously you know what it's fine it's ok." I say
"All that this morning for this outcome." I say laughing
"Monet I'm really sorry for-" I cut her off
"Nope don't give me that shit your not sorry so stop saying your sorry when your not." I say she tries to hug me but I push her away
"No no don't touch me why did I even bother with trying to work things out with you?" I say pacing around my hallway
"Come out we're going to the main hallway." I say opening the door and walking out
"Now if this the way things are going to go with you I don't want to be apart of this I seriously think you need to fully heal because I look so stupid right now do you know how dumb I look right now?" I say
"Monet I really do like you I swear I do I just can't-" I cut her off again
"You can't what? You seriously threw me a whole party bought me a whole car just for this outcome what is going on Shuri?" I ask her
"I really don't want to hurt you right now Monet I really don't want to." She says
"But you literally just did Shuri what DONT YOU GET?" I shout
"Gosh I really can't do this right I quite literally can't breath right now." I say whilst trying to calm down
"Hey hey breath." She tells me
"I'm trying to what does it look like I'm doing." I say sitting down on the floor
"Look I really like you Monet I really do but I'm scared I'm going to lose you. I lost my brother and my mother and my father I really can't lose you." She says to me
"You can't lose me I'm literally always going to be here for you but sometimes you honestly make me feel like a fool." I say
"So what if I say we should take things slow?" She asks
"Do you want me or is it just thought of me?" I ask
"I really do want you I promise I really do love you Monet." She says
"I'm really struggling to believe this-" I say getting cut off by someone walking into the hallway
"Hey what's up?" Ayesha asks closing the door
"Nothing just speaking to Shuri." I say
"Oh I'm going to go now." She says turning around
"No stay." I say
"I really don't think that's a good idea Monet." Shuri says
"Why?" I ask
"It's not like you two did a thing together." I say laughing
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Heartbreaker
FanfictionIt's been a year since Monet returned to her home country Wakanda right after the war which drained the hell out of her and the people around her. What will happen if Monet gets her heart broken by the one and only princess of Wakanda whilst also b...
