TRIGGER WARNING: Eating disorder
I have been at Dmitri's house the whole summer break. He's my cousin and lives in Voronezh. I have been eating a lot more than i should have. School and ballet practice are going to start soon so i have to go home.
When i get home i can finally weigh myself and see how much i actually gained weight. I can see from the mirror that i have gotten bigger. I'm actually scared to go home, my parents clearly hate me. I have had so much fun at Dmitri's house and i don't want to go home.
*A week passed*
I'm finally home. I kinda missed St. Petersburg. My parents don't seem to care at all that i'm home now. They didn't even miss me. My parents became like this when i came out of the closet.
I went to the bathroom and pulled out the scale. My stomach dropped when i saw the numbers and i yelled.
I GAINED 36 FUCKING POUNDS WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!
I start to cry and think of all the stuff i have eaten. I feel so worthless. I look at myself on the mirror, i see myself like a fucking whale. I will go for a run and wish i was dead.
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I'm so sorry (yaoi)
RomanceYuri and Yukov are both 16 years old, russian boys. Yuri is anorexic and does ballet. Yukov tries to save Yuri from all the bad that's happening in his life. Yukov is grateful of his caring parents and wants to help his best friend since he's mental...
