XII - STRUGGLES

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We've been married for 5months now and we are 7 weeks pregnant. This pregnancy brought a whole new meaning to everything I thought I already knew.



Who would have thought that I am now starting a family with the girl who left me after proposing to her years ago?


I was stuck at Jill's question.


Jill: Congratulations but paano na school mo, Ate Trish?


But motivated and challenged with Mama Leni's remarks.




Mama Leni : Let my apo be your inspiration sa lahat ng gagawin niyong mag asawa. And Carmelo, extra patience as you will be dealing a more extra grumpy and emotional Tricia.




Wala pa sa plano namin ang mag anak kaagad — not this early. I am on my final year for my Master's and Tricia still got another year. Pero katulad nga ng sinabi ko sakanya we will figure this out together.



Wala kaming choice kung hindi ipaalam sa school that we are married and pregnant. First trimester is the hardest part — kailangan mag online class muna si Trish. Morning sickness is very evident. She's extra grumpy in the morning and extra clingy at night. She's been eating a lot and complaining at the same time that she is gaining weight.



"Love, look at me. Ang taba taba ko na at ang panget panget ko na."


Couldn't argue with her. I can only offer is reassurance everytime she is like this.


"Saan banda ka mataba? Saan banda ka panget? Love, you are the sexiest and prettiest pregnant I've ever known. I can't thank you enough for embracing this changes."


Pregnancy Hormones — yes it is. One day she suddenly told me that she wanted to go home. Yes go home as in go home in Manila. She said that she needed her Mama.

Her exact words "I will go home. Kung ayaw mo sumama e di wag."


I am in the middle of a very important research paper at alam niya that I will be needing to go to the field for that.

"Love, can we just go home after my research? 2 weeks lang love. Please?"

So to cut the long story short may asawa akong susuyuin. Umuwi ako from school wala na siya sa bahay.

Jillian Robredo : Something happened?Bakit uuwi si Ate Trish?

I was just about to respond sa text ni Jill when I got another message. This time from Ate Aiks.

Aika Robredo - Lucas : Uuwi pala si Trish? Bakit hindi mo sinamahan?

The sacriest

Mama Leni : Bakit hindi ka kasamang uuwi?

Mommy: Hinayaan mong uuwi na mag isa si Tricia?

So kasalanan ko talaga. 5 vs Carmelo. Mahal mo diba? So kakayanin mo.

Me: Love, mag iingat ka ha? I'll see you soon. I love you!

Love : K.

Me:  I love you! Update me, okay?

Love: K

Struggle is real.


PHILIPPINES

Nakailang door bell na ako ngunit walang nag bubukas ng pintuan ng condo. Sinadya ko na wag sabihin kay Trish na  ngayon ang dating ko. Balak ko sana siyang isorpresa dahil halos 3 linggo din kaming isang tanong isang sagot ang pag uusap.

Me: Ate Aiks, do you know where Trish is? If she's with you don't tell her na nandito na ako sa Manila. I wanted to surprise her 😉

Natagalan pa bago ako nakatanggap ng sagot mula kay Ate Aika.

Aika Robredo - Lucas : Medical City. Come we need to talk.

Hindi na ako sumagot imbes ay nagmadali akong bumalik sa parking. Please, no. Please.


LILLY'S POV

Martha: Lilly, you sure about this?

Lilly: Sssshhh! Just take pictures as realistic and as many as you can.

Patrick: Photos anonymously sent to Dr. Janine.

Lilly : Poor Janine! I told you, what Lilly wants Lilly gets.























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