"𝐂𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮" - 𝐉𝐉𝐊

•drunk•

??:"can you open the door for me princess?....I want to have you in my arms right now"

Wtf!!??

It was already evening when I woke up and heard this voice.

I almost felt like my heart will pop out of my chest because the voice was so raspy and rough it made my body shiver.

It was almost dark in my room and I couldn't see a thing. Only light source was the balcony.

Then I heard the footsteps and I saw the person is getting closer to me.

??:"what happened *hiccups* are you afraid *hiccups* of me now?"

That's when I realized-

IT WAS JUNGKOOK! A DRUNK JUNGKOOK!

I was sitting on the left side of my bed and he was standing at the right corner of my bed.

Then suddenly gets on the bed and crawl towards my direction with a bottle in his hand.

Jungkook:"hey you look so pretty love"

He said those words and was almost laying next to me .

Y/n:"what are you doing In my room? Get out of here, you smelling like reek of alcohol" I said almost covering my mouth.

Jungkook:"heyy! That's not fair I came to see you and you are pushing me away" he said with crossing his arms and a pout on his face.

The fact that he was looking so cute and pretty that I couldn't resist but smile at him.

Y/n:"I don't care you were the one who pushed me away In the morning so now get out "

I said with turning my head to the opposite side.

Suddenly I felt jungkook laying on my lap while his face buried in my legs and his hands caging my waist.

Y/n:"hey what are you-"

Jungkook:"I'm sorry"

Was all he said and I could feel him gripping my waist tighter.

Y/n:"it's-it's not like you you were in the morning I don't care you yelled at me I'm not forgiving you"

Suddenly I felt my legs feel wet and I hear sniffing sounds. And that's when I look down and saw jungkook-

Crying?!

Y/n:"hey what happened look at me jungkook" I said while trying to make jungkook look at me while pulling him up.

When my eyes met his teary once I felt like I did something so wrong and I should punish myself.

Y/n:"hey I'm so sorry I will not be rude and you can stay here" I said while wiping his tears away"

Jungkook:"I'm scared y/n"

Y/n:"what- why? I'm here don't be scared"

Jungkook:"I'm scared to let go, I'm scared that your father will snatch you away from me, I'm scared that I will not be able to protect you, I'm scared that I will lose you again, I'm scared y/n I'm scared"

He said while pouring his heart out infront of me I couldn't help but cry too.

He is going through alot already, for how many years his father was away from him and he just couldn't do anything so my life will be ruined?
Just because of me he stopped himself from fighting for his family?  Just because of me his is in this state? And I'm still here just because he helped me out of that place ? Just because of him.

I owe him alot and I know that and I'm feeling so guilty that he gave me everything. Love, care, him and everything I want.

But what i gave him in return? Pain, hate, injuries and suffering?

After a while we both cried and suddenly we both fell asleep.

Next day-

Jungkook's Pov-

Felt I lot of load on my left arm and a headache.

I opened my eyes just to meet with a face I always loved and cherished.

She was sleeping right next to me while her arms and legs wrapped around me.

I chuckled seeing her sticking to me like a koala.

But then j remember what happened last night and how we both cried.

I was angry yesterday because of all the work pressures that I drank so much and came here.

FCK I MESSED UP! I have to apologize to her.

But then I had brilliant idea to ask for apologize so before she could wake up I ran from her room.

Y/n's pov-

I woke up while rubbing my eyes and I realized that jungkook is not here.

So I got ready and went down stairs for breakfast.

Even after breakfast there was no sign of jungkook in the mansion.

Where he is? Is he still mad? Well I should be the one mad he scolded me huh!

Y/n:"is jungkook not home?" I ask one of the maids.

Maid:"no mam sir left early in the morning without having breakfast"

What the hell Is wrong with him huh it was his fault but still he is mad.

But then I heard one of the guard say

Guard:"mam this card is for you"

He handed me the card and left.

Card? For me? From whom?

I went upstairs in my room and opened the envelope to see.

The card-

Dear y/n,

              I'm so regretting the way I talked or you can say yelled at you yesterday. I'm really feeling guilty for what I did. I just want to apologize to you but I want to do it with a surprise for you.
I had a meeting today so I left early I will come back at 7pm before then be ready with the dress I bought for you. It is in the wardrobe.

I'll be waiting for you!
By the cutest guy you know ;)
-Jungkook
   

I almost laughed so hard reading the last line. Definitely he is the cutest. I felt bad for judging him, but he left because of a meeting I was so excited to meet him. 

Author-

Thank u thank u guys for waiting!
I'm late but I was just want to tell you that my exams are up so now the next part will come after march :(
Hope you all will enjoy this much until then wait for me ♡