This ones short so enjoy
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Trevor's point of view
After leaving the arena from practice I get home and Jamie's just on his phone scrolling away. "Can we go out tonight?" I ask looking through the fridge.
He looks at me with raised eyebrows "uh why? What happened?" He asks. "Ivy ended it yesterday" I answer grabbing a beer. "Of course she did you cheated on her while you were on the road" he says. I sigh taking a long swig "I fucked up" I reply.
"No shit dude" he says. I plop on the couch "things were getting hard and I fucked up, I need her back i can't lose her" i ramble. He shakes his head "give her time she may never forgive you but if she does don't fuck it up" he says. I nod and sigh "I know".
I grab my phone and find a flower company that delivers flowers. Perfect. I get 36 Rose's sent to her place with a note.
A dozen Rose's per month I've loved you - Z
Jamie looks at me while I'm scrolling through Twitter reading what everyone's saying about me. Most saying I'm shitty for cheating on her.
I will never forgive myself for hurting her and being with someone else while we were together so I wouldn't blame her if she never forgives me or trusts me again but I will make it up to her everyday of the rest of my life.
My phone buzzes and I sigh looking at the dreaded notification that I've been tagged in ivy's breakup post.
Ivystjames: so this is a lengthy post, so as you all may have I was publicly cheated on and I don't tolerate being cheated on but I am choosing to be mature about it so with that trevor and I are no longer together, I love him but I will be taking time to heal and move on from him and this, I'll be back sometime, thank you
User1: love isn't real
User2: of course he did
User3: time to move on
User4: back in her single era
User5: someone make sure shes ok
User6: this is sad
User7: the ducks suck anyway
"Ouch" I whisper and silently type something out. "Can you read this over for me?" I ask jamie. He reads it and hands it back "its good" he says.
I nod and sigh before hitting post.
Trevorzegras: Cheating isn't ok and I know it's not so I'm holding myself accountable, I still and will continue to love ivy more than anything in this world and will spend the rest of my life regretting hurting her and breaking her trust. Ivy I love you and I'm sorry
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