Rethinking things

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But I can't judge the guy. I say. And why is that Alaric asked?  Because whatever he has done isn't half as bad as me so I can't say nothing about his actions really. I don't know luv I hear Klaus has done some pretty gory and horrible things he says. I am thinking how he knows who I am talking about unless......out of her head. Hmm trust me I basically invented being awful and I also created the definition of daddy issues. Oh did you know luv? Because I would beg to differ I am way older than you he says. Sure you are pal what are you like 40? I am easily like a million times older than 40 i snark back. What are you like 20? He says with sass. No I am not but thanks I know I look young and beautiful it's god given really.I say thanking my dad A BIT NOT A LOT THERES STILL TRAUMA!!! I look at the time and it's almost closing time. I pay Matt. And turn to Alaric well it's been a pleasure spending time with you Alaric I hope I see you around sometime I say . No need luv it was an amazing time with you. But are you sure you don't wanna do anything tomorrow or talk again?? He asked desperately. Look you seem like a nice guy but ironically I don't go for older guys I say blankly. Well that's the thing luv I don't really look like this I look way better he said. What do you mean I said because I had a suspicion? Well if you tell me why you have been shutting me down the whole night I will he said smirking . Ugh fine I say very annoyed. I don't like  men anymore I say without thinking about it clearly. He gives me a blank stare and starts stuttering. Oh well umm sorry luv now I know why you weren't interested he says nervously. I internally smack myself at that. No no I am not gay I say out loud. People gives us stares. HEY MIND YOUR BUSINESS PLEASE THANK YOU. So your not he asks. No I am not. Well tell me why you won't give me a shot when I don't even look like this I look way younger and more handsome he says. I am sure you do I say rolling my eyes. I do I will prove it if you tell me. He says .  I don't fall in love anymore I did and it hurt like hell losing them and I don't wanna have to go through that again because eventually you'll die and I will be all alone again I say . He is shocked at my outburst. I hold my hand to my mouth I have never said anything that personal with anyone not even maze. Oh shit I didn't mean to say that ummm bye I say running out of there and thanks to being an arch angel I have speed. Alaric runs out hoping to catch me but I am nowhere to be found. I run to a spot in the woods thinking about the man I loved long ago Adam. (Yeah I know I am a sad angel geez give me a break).

 (Yeah I know I am a sad angel geez give me a break)

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His smile could brighten even my darkest days. Why did my life end up this way I say crying

 Why did my life end up this way I say crying

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I don't deserve this. I say till I hear a twig snap behind me. No you truly don't big sister a voice says  from behind me. I gasped and run and hugged him.......... Thank you all for ready I have 2k reads thank you sooo much🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 hope you like this chapter please vote

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