Love driven to madness ~ jay halstead x reader

Chapter 2- She's back.

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8:00am

Me and Jay arrived at the district hand in hand. We pasted platt's desk and went up to the bullpen and went to voights office.

I knock before entering "Hey dad can we talk?"

He nodded gesturing for me and Jay to come in and shut the door.

"whats up?" He said

I took a moment before starting..

"It's Malia.." I said earning a shocked look from him

"What y/n..is she okay?"

"They um..they found her yesterday in New york. She o'ded on the side of the street." I say dissapointingly

He stayed silent gesturing for me to keep going.

"They want me to fly out to New york to get her and bring her back to Chicago. I was wondering if i could take Jay with me?" I asked

and he immediatly nodded.

"I'll get platt to get you and Jay on a plane tonight." He says and I nodd, right before me and Jay walk out of his office

"Y/n." He said as I turn around

"Make sure shes okay. I bet shes been through hell and...just be careful." He tells me.

I smile "Always."

"Jay." He says looking to him

"Ill make sure of it sarge."

He gives us another nodd before letting us leave the room.

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*At y/n's apartment.

"Hey babe you ready?" Jay said walking into my apartment with his stuff.

"nearly." I said sighing

My voice might've hitched saying that because after i said that Jay appeared in my room asking

"You okay?"

"Yeah..im fine."

No I wasn't.

"y/n. look who your talking to."
He says which made me look up to him

"It's just- I dont even know..I guess im just kind of scared to face Malia. She probably hates me, I left her all those years to struggle. I just don't think I have the courage to face her." I admit sighing.

"Hey..Look at me" He says brushing hair out of my face and lifting my chin up to look at him.

"You got this. Your Y/n Grey Voight. Your a fucking voight. There's nothing you won't be able to handle, I know it may seem impossible but you'll get through it. I'll be there for every part of it, dont worry."

"I love you, Jay Halstead." I said to him, it was the first time in a while that i actually meant it, truly.

"I love you too, Y/n Grey." He said back pulling me in.

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~In New york

Me and Jay arrived at the district Malia was being kept in, Specifically my old unit.

I sigh.

"You ready?" Jay asked

"I think so."

He nodded leading me into the district following behind me with his hand on my lower back.
Once me and Jay entered the desk sargeant immediatly recognized me