From the Diary of Son Chaeyoung

Chapter 19

"I have decided to take care of you for the rest of the break, since I am your girlfriend."

I pinched my cheek, slapped it, made Krystal pinch me and when the painful sensation kicked in, I tried to accept that I wasn't dreaming.

"W-When did we agreed on this?" How did I become her girlfriend without knowing?! She looked at me with a stern look that made me gulp. It's not that I am complaining but this is really absurd, shouldn't be people who is dating must be clear with each other about their feelings first?

But how can I even ask her? "So does that mean you have the hots for Chae?" Krystal hugged my nape and put much weight on it, Mina didn't like it and pulled me to her.

Krystal raised her hands out of surrender and chuckled, "Easy, I don't love Chae in that way."

"Just get away from her, you might suffocate her," Mina dangerously said, which was a new encounter for me, I never saw her in this state. "And just to be clear, yes. I am in love with her, that's why I am agreeing to be her girlfriend and I want things to end that way." Mina took my hand and intertwined it, she then pulled me inside.. inside our room? Krystal followed us while giggling, she seems to enjoy this.

"Understood, Mina. She's all to yourself. Just make sure that you don't tire her too much, alright? Good night." Krystal just put down all of our things and left us, which made me really nervous especially because Mina's stripping her clothes off right at this moment and I looked away.

Why am I being like this over her body? It's as if I am an alien and not a female! I am panicking, my heart's beating so fast, am I going to die just because my crush, or now girlfriend is changing in front of me?

"Hey, are you alright?" She tapped me by the shoulder and oh boy I almost fainted when I saw her wearing nothing but her nightdress now, my eyes roamed as if I was being possesed and when I looked at Mina, she smirked at me. "I guess you have healthy eyes, do you?"

I cleared my throat and started to get my things and change clothes inside the comfort room but Mina pulled me that made me sit on her lap.

My face heated up and my hands froze, my legs wobbled up, I got weak. I am freaking sitting on her lap and she hugged my waist and.. and I felt how she kissed my neck.

"You're such a mean person for not telling us your condition." She whispered which made me calm down a bit, "I'll take care of you, you will be okay because I am here, Chae." She kissed my neck three times, which made my heart flutter and comfortable more than usual.

I nodded and held her hands that's hugging my waist, "Thank you." I said and looked at her but I was surprised when she gave me a smile look, she looks very beautiful. I don't know but I tucked the strands of my hair and then placed a kiss on her forehead and then to her lips, I felt how she smiled on that smack but I hurriedly went to the bathroom.

I clutched my chest, it's beating too fast. God, I do not know if bringing her with me is a good idea or if she's going to be the death of me?

After changing clothes, I saw how she organized all of our things, we will be residing on Krystal's household because they will be checking on my state from time to time. My other doctors will show up very soon.

I was looking at Mina's back, unsure of what to call her now that she's my girlfriend or am I being too much? She then looked at me when she noticed my presence, "Hi hon, you done?" I am certain that my face is all red right now but I find myself nodding at her question.

"I will be going to the other room," She gave me a glare, "Oh no, I-I just stored my paintings there and I will be working on my other projects as well." She then smiled, geez, she thought I wasn't going to share a room with her.

"I will come with you," She stopped folding our clothes and wore a sweatpants because she's literally wearing her nighties. I don't know how comfortable she is with me but I am thankful she's okay with that.

"Alright," I held her hand and made way towards the room where I usually do my work, we walked pass through the hallway where we could see Krystal downstairs while reading her favorite books.

"After you guys do what you're doing, come down here and eat," Mina thanked her and we walked towards the room and her eyes roam around the room and smiled.

"How much do you sell one of these?" She asked.

"Million," Her eyes squinted and looked at me surprised. "It's their offer, sometimes Krystal put this on an auction and the highest bid was 20 million, that's also why I could afford three doctors as well."

"I didn't know you're so well-off."

"You never asked, I never thought that we're going to be like this either." I touched one of my paintings where I poured all of the sorrow and anxiety that I've been feeling. "This is not for sale, not until I die I think." I explained which made her quiet.

"Why.." She hugged me by one arm on my waist and placed her chin on my shoulder.

"It's my emotions and by far the most expensive painting that I ever did," Krystal said the highest offer was for a hundred million dollars.

But I didn't sell it, I was planning on to make Krystal sell this if I die, so that Ryujin could be taken care of in terms of her education, I have all of the insurances that I could give for my parents that's why I am at ease but..

"I am scared to die, even if I somehow got everything I wanted for myself." I held Mina's hand, "I just want to experience life more.. I want to paint its beauty more."

Mina kissed the top of my head and caressed my hand, "Of course you will, that's why we have to take care of yourself more and find a donor."

I nodded and gave her a smile, "Okay," I never been so assured than I am before. I feel happy and comfortable because of the girl I love.

But if I couldn't cheat death, I just wish everyone to be healthy.