Created: Dec. 4, 2022
Edited: March 26/27, 2023
Xolani pov
When I joined Stray Kids, it was about five months after Woojin left. The fans and members were still in a sad place. They probably expected another boy, but no they got a GIRL. And to add fuel to the fire, I'm also BLACK.
From the beginning, they were sweet and welcoming. They were shy at first and careful around me. That all went away seven months later. All they do is drive me crazy and annoy me. Every day makes me an inch closer to committing genocide.
It's not all bad. The boys are sweet and are like my older brothers. Along with the pros are the cons. Constant shipping with my members. Especially Chan. I would not mind if our relationship is public. Being the only girl in the group I'm constantly being compared to other girl groups on YouTube, Tik Tok, and other platforms. Yes, I'm always watching like Chan except nobody knows.
And not to mention there is a whole Instagram page dedicated to spreading hate toward me. But don't worry, the company has taken legal action.
Present day
"Girl, if you want to, do it." My bestie Sana states. "But what if the whole live just turns into some hate comments award show and the votes are as crappy and rigged as the mama awards?" I anxiously ramble on.
"Xolani, you realize that makes no sense right?"
"Yea I know, I make up stupid scenarios in made head wondering if they will come true. You should know this by now." she looks at me "It will be okay, STAY loves you." She reassured me. "I've gotta go now, dance practice awaits," I say heading to practice.
Fast forwarding to 10:00 pm kst because I'm ✨lazy ✨
Here I am sitting, in the live room waiting for Chan because, he wants me as a guest on Chan's room. Yes, I'm his girlfriend, and nobody knows. I'm always close to him (we've been close since we met.) probably why we're shipped so much. half of it I don't mind.
Suddenly my thoughts are interrupted by two arms laying on my shoulders "Hi, baby girl." He whispers into my ear.
I smack him upside his head.
"Stop doing that," I say uneasily. "Doing what?" "sneaking up on me, it's creepy," I reply.
He then picks me up rocking me like a baby. I finally open my eyes to see his face 2 inches from mine grinning like an idiot.
"Boy if you don't put me down I will pull a black widow and roundhouse kick you back Australia. He immediately put me down with a childish smile on his face.
"You're lucky I tolerate you," I said sternly.
"That's not what you said last night." He mumbled
"First of all, I was drunk. Second of all, never mind." I half stuttered, "Sure," he scoffed. "I can still roundhouse kick you."
He puts his hands up in defeat. "Moving on, how do you want to enter?" He questioned.
"I'll roll in from one of the chairs," I said.
Time skip to 30 minutes later.
"Hi, STAY. Today we are doing something different. I'm going to be recording some vocals for a future song!! And with the help of my trusty sidekick: Lani!
I spin in the rolly chair as Chris makes fanfare noises. "Hi everyone!! This is my show now." I say, forcing Chan out of the screen."
"Ow." he groaned.
I turn to look at Chan, his cap fell off, and his curly hair is everywhere.
Snap*
"That's my new wallpaper."
"Moving on." Chan interrupted, "I'm gonna have you record some vocals while I place them."
"K."
Fast forward to the end of the live.
Chan looks at me, "So that was fun. Like to do it next Sunday?" "Naw cuz if you make me, I'll slap your neck as you did to me 10 minutes ago." I threatened.
This man-child giggled
"I'm sorry. I will make it up to you, with a kiss?" sure.
He gave me a quick kiss and then went back to his laptop. I then got a notification from Han saying to check the live app. Chan never stopped the live stream, the scene of Chan and I kissing was LIVE. He looks confused, "what's wrong?" "You didn't turn off the live stream 6 million people watched us kiss!" I whispered in his ear. He immediately shut off the live and computer. Han busted the door open, "YOU GUYS ARE ALL OVER THE NEWS" I glide my hand down my face," crap."
To be continued
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741 words. Will make a part 2 for this, it won't be for long so enjoy this.
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