Created: April 1, 2023
Finished: April 7, 2023
Here you go sapph234
🚨TW: Self-harm, suicide, mention of blood 🚨
"Alexa, play Changes by H.E.R"
Author pov
"Y/n, why are you like this? What has changed?" Yeonjun questions, tracing her battle scars. "I get fed up with living, so this is what I resort to," she irritatedly replied, glancing in the mirror, with a blade discreetly in her hand. Yeonjun wrapped his arms around her shoulders, sliding his hand downs to the knife, "I don't enjoy seeing you like this. I'm not losing you," he said as he took the knife from her. And put it in the trash.
"I need you to stop. Not only does it hurt you, but it hurts me, your parents, and everyone around you," his voice cracks as he is on the verge of tears. One more word and he would break. Y/n stood there, stoic-faced. "What's the point? My depression hasn't been better, and there isn't exactly anyone helping me," she explained. Yeonjun scoffed in disbelief, "I have! Are you so blind to see that I have been trying my hardest to keep you alive?" "All my hard work has gone to waste because you don't see it!" He yelled.
"What are you talking about?" her confused tone made him angrier. Yeonjun had his back turned before speaking, "When did your depression start, huh?" "Three years ago-" she was cut off. "Right. And in those three years, I have busted my ass to make sure you were alive like any sane person because why? Because if you die, a part of me will die with you, and there is no coming back from that," He broke down. He looked up at her, tears sliding down her face; eyes sealed shut. "I'm tired, Yeonjun. I'm so tired," she sobbed. He hugged her like there was no tomorrow. "Shh, I know. But please hang on, at least a little longer," he whispered. "Please save me."
The next morning
Yeonjun woke up to an empty space. Putting him into an immediate panic, searching for Y/n. A bright red envelope caught the corner of his eye; he quickly opened it to read,
Dear Yeonjun,
By the time you read this, I am already gone.
I want to say I am sorry for my selfish actions and how I have behaved.
I tried to hang on the best I could, but the rope severed too soon.
I know you wanted us to have a future, but unfortunately, plans vary.
Please don't hate me and find someone else to love, look after and care for.
I know part of you died with me, but I hope you can find a new piece to live for.
Again, please don't hate me, and take care of yourself.
Love, Y/n
Tears cascaded down Yeonjun's face. He was furious, heartbroken, and sorrowful. He fell to the ground, destroying everything within reach. Debris was everywhere, blood stained the bed, and mirror shards were in his knuckles. He finally stopped, falling to his knees. "What will I do without you?" He cried.
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497 words. This took me a long time because I kept procrastinating but I finally did it. I have an alternate ending for this but I'm not sure if I like it. Now I have to procrastinate on more schoolwork.
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