Without Me {TobyXMasky}

Chapter 12. | Weak.

Toby P.O.V:
[Hours or minutes ago..]

I heard snarling outside.. they were hunting, i felt shivers rain down my Spine until to my bare feet, I grudge onto my axe to prepare myself for an attack if any one of those demons come inside in this cave..

The snarling grew louder, and louder, until they went away like without a trace, I peeked at the edge of the boulder behind me and saw nothing outside, just the trees waving around with the bushes as well.

I stood up pushing my luck into danger, I knew that a stance like this can be visible to the demons eye, but I didn't care..

I walked over to the caves bright opened entrance and peeked a little outside, there were no demons around but.. it was for some reason silent, the crickets stopped humming and chirping.

Everything is just.. silent.

Like, I'm deaf..

I pushed myself further by going into the woods, I looked around in every corner of my eyes if there was something, anything, anything that's just moving, or even living.

But.. there was nothing.. my whole body began to feel weak, like I'm about to collapse on the ground, but I just held it in and walked further, deeper into the woods.

But when I did, things around me started to get foggy, I couldn't see what's Infront of me anymore.. when the fog grew stronger, all the trees began to disappear, even when I walked back to see the other previously trees I've walked passed, they just vanished out of thin air! Or more like the fog to be more precise..

I turned around my back and realized I can't remember where I'm supposed to go, everywhere I look is just fog, I was lost..

I started to panic and ran into a random direction, hoping it was the right way..

BUT WHY!? I WAS SO STUPID, EVERYWHERE I GO IS JUST NOTHING! THERE AREN'T EVEN TREES TO BEGIN WITH! I CAN'T SEE! I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE! JUST WHY THE FUCK WOULD I RUN!

I'm just a coward.. a fucking, stupid, ASS coward..

I'm a fool to think clearly.. maybe I should just stop, just stop trying.. all I could see is just nothing, wherever I go is just.. FUCKING NOTHING!

I wanted to scream.. but I can't.. my throat hurts from struggling in this mess.. why can't I just stop.. why can't everything stop!? This is all just stupid.. so FUCKING stupid..

Why do I even try.. just why..

I don't want this anymore..

I wanna go home..

I wanna see her..

See her again..

Just one more time..

Just a glance..

Or even better, maybe have a little chat..

No matter how little it is..

No matter if I even spoke a single word to her..