~♡Gonkillu Oneshots♡~

To Kiss His Scars

Angst x Fluff!!<3
*insert evil cackle*

❗TW: SELF HARM & MENTIONS OF ABUSE

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Killua let out a very heavy sigh as he gently knocked on Gon's door, his stomach completely overwhelmed with a sick feeling. He had run away from home again, soaking wet from the rain.

As Gon opened the door, he seemed to be shocked to see Killua on his porch. His shocked expression was soon replaced with a look of worry as he noticed Killua's appearance.

Soaking wet hair and clothes, huge eye bags, and completely filthy.

"Killua? Is everything alright?? Please, come inside!" Gon said in a bit of a rushed voice, gesturing for Killua to enter the house. Killua nodded slowly, walking inside the warm building.

Gon watched the boy with major concern, sitting on the couch next to Killua. "What happened?" He asked softly. Killua shrugged, a small smile on his face. "I wanted to see you?" He replied nervously. Gon frowned quickly, causing Killua to sigh heavily.

"I ran away from home again. I just couldn't handle the bullshit." Killua kept his gaze low as he spoke, sighing once more. Gon couldn't help but sigh himself, staring at the boy in front of him who was in poor condition. But the first thing he decided to say was the obvious.

"You need a shower, I don't want you getting sick!" Gon said worriedly as he stood up, rushing to the bathroom with Killua behind him. Killua chuckled softly, Gon's affection and care making him smile.

Gon turned on the water, testing the temperature before zooming upstairs and coming straight back down not too long later. In his hands was a baggy t-shirt and grey sweats, though Killua hesitated to take the shirt. "I don't wanna sound picky or anything but uhm- Do you perhaps have a longer sleeved shirt?" Killua asked hesitantly, an awkward smile on his face.

Gon smiled back at Killua before taking the shirt and running back upstairs, only to return in a matter of seconds. "Here you go, Killu. Anything for you," Gon said softly with a warm smile. Killua couldn’t help but blush a bit and smile back, taking the clothes and heading into the bathroom.

As Killua showered, Gon decided to dig through his cupboards and gather all the chocolate he could find. Something was telling him that Killua needed comfort food.

Gon was already well aware of Killua's shitty living space. And he had tried so many times to get Killua to just stay with him, but eventually Killua would fold and return home. Only to come back to Gon a few days or weeks after, in more critical condition each time.

What was odd though, was that Killua wasn't in worse condition than last time. Or atleast he seemed like he wasn't. Though, that made Gon worry more. Killua didn't really express his feelings, always hiding everything under a mask. Gon had only ever seen Killua cry once the entire nine years they've known each other. (They're 21 now)

Gon finished gathering all the chocolate, too lost in his thoughts to even notice the figure behind him. "Gon?" Killua repeated, only for Gon to jump slightly. "Crap- I'm sorry, I wasn't paying attention.." Gon said with an awkward laugh. Killua nodded softly in understanding.

"I gathered all my chocolate for you!" Gon exclaimed cheerfully. Killua paused for a long moment, which made Gon grow concerned. "Eh, no thanks.. I'm not really hungry."