The Stages of Heartbreak and Grief of Who I Once Was

twenty four: depraved soul

i'm sick to my stomach
as I ponder how i could ever love
a soul as sick and depraved as yours
your thoughts were filled with thoughts of
pain and suffering
not only to yourself
but to each aching soul around you
that wanted nothing more than love
instead you gave them pain
suffering
what you intended to inflict on yourself