i take a pill every night before i fall
asleep
it's supposed to balance the chemicals in my brain
it doesn't really do that for me
instead
it makes me numb
and i'd prefer being numb
than crying over you
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The Stages of Heartbreak and Grief of Who I Once Was
Poetryfreeform poetry describing the heartache of high school and college relationships and learning to navigate life alone
hundred seventeen: pills
i take a pill every night before i fall
asleep
it's supposed to balance the chemicals in my brain
it doesn't really do that for me
instead
it makes me numb
and i'd prefer being numb
than crying over you