Do you wish that you loved me? Vessel X OC

Chapter 4

I stepped back from Vessel, "bathroom?" Vessel nodded and walked me to the master bathroom, I walked in and locked the door, I stood in the mirror, my neck still looked horrible, I splashed some water on my face. "What is this man doing to me?" I whispered and teared up. I sat on the floor for a few minutes thinking about what I should do, I find him attractive but do I really need this? It's been 7 years since my kidnapping and I've never trusted anyone, why all of a sudden this masked man would throw himself in front of someone to kill me? Why not just kill me? "Angela?" I heard vessel call my name. I sigh and stand up unlock the door. "It's open." He slowly opens the door and stands at the door frame, I lean up against the sink and look at my feet. "I'm sorry. I don't fall for people, I don't know why all of the sudden I feel this way, with someone I only met 24 hours ago." He said quietly. He walks over to me and pulls his mask off, his face has black paint on it, he stands right in front of me and flashes a quick smile before frowning, seeing I've visibly upset. "Would you like me to take you home?" I shake my head and look up at him, those eyes again.... Jesus fucking Christ why do I keep falling for those eyes, I lean into him and wrap my arms around his waist hugging him tightly crying so hard, I don't know why either. He wraps his arms around me and lays his head on top of mine. "Come on, it's late" he bends down and picks me up like i was weightless and cradles me, he gently sets me on his bed then sets next to me. "What's wrong?" He raises his eye brows and tilts his head. "Okay. I guess I can't avoid it." He looks even more confused. "Remember when I told you I was kidnapped?" He nodded "well I was 15, it happened 7 years ago yesterday.. and it's been really hard to trust anyone, especially men, but you something about you makes me want to follow you where ever you go. And I'm scared I'm going to end up hurt, or worse. So you need to tell me right now what the fuck are you up to?" He raises his eyebrows not knowing how to answer. "I plan to protect you like sleep told me to, I never intend to harm you intentionally, when I first saw you, you looked so broken. And now I know why sleep needed me to protect you, because you were so broken you couldn't see how much danger was around you, how scared you were of everything but you are also so fucking oblivious of your surroundings. Taking a walk in the woods alone. Seriously?" He giggles but continues "I will stay by your side, I won't leave not even if you tell me to, because I do what I'm told." I nod and sit up. "Okay then." I say I scoot next to him and lean on him. "But one condition for all of this." He looks at me and raises an eyebrow. "What?" As long as I'm with you, you can't kiss me or touch me without me saying so." He nods and smiles. "Done, wait huh?" He looks into my eyes, I see a small smile forming, and blush. "I did like the kiss Vessel but it caught me off guard and quite frankly it scared the living shit out of me." He nods and smiles. "Well then, may I kiss you Miss Angela?" I feel my face go hot and I smile. "You may." He leans in and holds my cheek gently kissing me, I lean in and run my fingers through his curly hair I feel a smile form through his lips as he kisses me. He leans back and smiles. "Alright then." I smile and stand. "I didn't plan to stay the night, what can I wear? He stands up and goes to his closet and grabs a shirt. "I didn't think you owned any shirts, considering all you wear is robes" he laughs "I'm human I'm not an alien geez, plus I wear these when I work out, it may be too big on you but I still think you'll look stunning in it." His face turns red. I smile and go to the bathroom quickly changing into the large shirt, all I have under is my panties, and I suddenly feel completely exposed. I sigh "he agreed not to touch I need to trust a little" I whispered to myself and open the door to see him only in his boxers, he's wiping the black paint off of his face and torso. I can't help but stare. "Like what you see eh?" He opens his arms I can't help but burst out laughing. "I do actually." And bite my lip. Jesus seriously Angela again, stop being a fucking whore. I lie down in his bed, which is massive why would one person need a bed this size?
He crawls in bed next to me and faces towards me looking at me as is he's memorizing every detail. "Yes?" I ask him I turn to face him "nothing, I told you you'd look good in that shirt." I chuckle and playfully push him. Am I fucking flirting god I'm stupid, slow the fuck down Angela. "Seriously though you are beautiful I meant it." His face turns red and turns over to lay on his back. I just look at him, mesmerized by his features. "Vessel?" He looks at me "kiss me?" He smiles and leans in to kiss me passionately. I kiss him back and slowly crawl on top of him continuing to kiss him, he pushes me back lightly. "You're going to turn me into someone I don't want to show you yet, I don't want to scare you." I lean back and feel his chest. "I'm not scared" I say smiling. "I like to be rough and I don't want you to be uncomfortable or hurt you in any way, like I said I'll never hurt you." I feel his hand graze the side of my face softly. I lean into his hand and kiss his wrist. "Plus you're throat is to bruised I don't want to cause you more pain by grabbing it." I lightly touch my throat wincing a little but lay my hands back onto his chest. "Okay.. but I still want you.." I say nervously. "Angela" I see his face almost change shape, his eyes go from a golden brown to a dark brown almost instantly. "May I touch you?" I nod and he wraps his arms around me tightly and he rolls us over so he's on top and kisses me roughly but it doesn't scare me, it weirdly turns me on. "Look what you did now." He looks down to his boxers I look down and see a bulge and giggle a little "now now, what should I do with you? Hm?" He sits me up and pulls my shirt off, looking at me like he'd just seen a ghost "such a beautiful creature." He sighs and kisses my chest. I lean my head back and he continues to kiss me lying me back down kissing down my chest, his hands wandering lower until they touch my inner thigh, I flinch a little "are you okay? Do we need to stop?" I shake my head almost breathless. "Okay then." He squeezes my thigh and reaches up to my panties slowly moving to the side and rubbing in circles. "Fuck" I whisper, he continues looking at my face. "You're so excited, can I continue?" I nod "answer me." He says adding a little bass into his voice. I look at him wide eyed this man wasn't the same soft man, but he also wasn't the man that killed right in front of me. It was hot. "Yes sir" I said breathy "good girl" he smiles and runs his hand up to my breasts squeezing them lightly and kissing me roughly he sits up and pulls his boxers down, grabbing his member in his hand and strokes it lightly, even his dick was beautiful what the fuck "may I?" He asks "yes" he gently grabs my cheeks "yes what?" I look at him "yes sir" I say back he releases my face and places his arms next to me slowly pushing himself into me, I let out a loud moan as he pushes himself into me. "May I continue?" I nod. He roughly pushes the rest of himself into me and I let out a yelp but it felt good he leans against me and begins to thrust hard holding onto my hair gently pulling, but I know he's holding back, I whisper "it's okay" he lets out a breathy moan and pulls my hair harder making me moan loudly, it seems the more I moan the harder he fucks me, like they're giving him power. I continue to moan loudly wrapping my arms around him digging my nails into his back, he sits up grabbing my legs and hold them as he thrusts harder and faster making me moan loudly, his curls fall into his face starting to drop from sweat his skin glowing. I feel pressure building and grab the sheets. "You may cum when I say you can cum got it?" He says stirnly "but" he grabs my face "got it?" I nod and moan lightly. This was so hot "please, may I cum sir?" I grip the sheets tighter feeling like I'm going to rip them, my whole body feels like lightning, he leans down and whispers breathlessly "cum for me right fucking now." I arch my back and let out a loud moan and bite my lip, he's moaning in my ear continuing to thrust harder. He whispers "oh fuck, you will be mine" he pulls out and cums all over my stomach and rolls to his back, catching his breath, I lie there out of breath trying to come to terms with what just happened. I close my eyes and tear up. He looks over grabbing the shirt he lent me and wipes me off sitting me up wrapping his arms around me. "Did I hurt you?" I shake my head and wrap my arms around him "then why are you crying?" He pulls me back and wipes my cheek. "I've never felt like I could ever be normal again, and you just showed me I can." He chuckles "sweetie that was far from normal, and I was holding back a lot" he smiles and kisses my forehead "if that was holding back I don't want to know what everything you give feels like." I giggle and look at him, sweat dripping from his curls. He smiles at me and gets out of bed pulling his boxers up and tossing me another shirt. He walks to the hall and comes back a few moments later with a glass of water. "Drink" he hands me the glass and I gladly take it sipping it. I get up and stand in front of him. "Thank you" I smile and he wraps his arms around my lower back, pulling into him. "I didn't ask permission to do this" and pulls back looking at me I stare at him. I didn't say a single word, I just pull him back to me and hug him tightly, which catches him by surprise. "When you told me I will be yours what did you mean by that?" I looked up at him and he turned his face to the side wiping his forehead. "I.. feel like you need to stay with me.. forever. If you'd like, it's the only way I know to protect you?" I look at him shocked this is too much. I pull away "what about my house?" "I can move everything in but only if you want to?" I stare at him. Not knowing what to say "can I think on it?" He nods and holds his arms out I hug him tightly and he turns his back to the bed falling into it pulling me with him. I yelp and we both laugh.

This is the safest I've felt in so long. What was this man doing to my heart?
We crawl into bed and I curl up next to him he pulls me close as I doze off he kisses the top of my head "goodnight you beautiful thing" I smile and hold him tighter "goodnight Vessel"