Anan sea-2

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The following days Anan was very happy . Even though it didn't show up at his face but his heart was full of happiness . He looked at  the note , one more time and smile ;happily . After finishing his work , he went to his house to rest . Anan slowly enter the house and walk straight up to his mom room . His mom was kept at separate room . While she was sick . His mom belonging was still there . Anan would always go to his mom room and talk there . 

Anan: Today , i found a boy who gave me cookies that taste same like urs . If i would meet that boy again , then i wish he will provide me cookies again . I was happy by having it . Don't worry , mom about me . My work is also running smoothly . I am not overworking myself and i am getting good grades too . Nowadays , i read a lot of book that is not related with my studies . That kills my time and i don't feel lonely at all . When i was small you always said that i would have lover . I am not sure i will have one because my last hope was crushed a long time ago . I gave up the fact that someone would love the person like me . I know there is a lot of people approaching me but i didn't  want them to . I might be single for the rest of my life but it's okay i wanna alone too. 

After finishing talking Anan put the notes and the box  which was give to him by sea . At next day , again while reading sea again approached him . 

sea: Excuse me khun . Thank u for suggesting the book yesterday . That was good . 

Anan: It's okay. And thank u for the cookies yesterday it was delicious . 

Sea: Khun , can you recommend me some book today too . I am confuse which to read . 

Anan: Read this one . It is horror fantasy and it is very good . But you mightn't like it because doesn't have same taste in book . 

Anan said by pointing at the book that was on the table . Sea picked the book and start reading it . After sometime Anan get up to collect more book .At the same sea got the message to go to class . so he get up but at the same time he put the cookies that was in his bag . While Anan arrived  there and saw the cookies and smiled . 

Sea was staying late in his university because of the freshmen work . When he hear some from sound from music room . Then he decide to check . When arrived there he saw Anan . He was playing guitar and singing . Sea decide to hide and listen 

music 

EVERYBODY THINKS IAM PERFECT  
 SMILING TRYNA IMPRESS ME 
EVERYBODY JUST WANT TO IMPRESS ME 
WHAT THEY NEED TO KNOW  

DAMN , I FEEL LIKE IAM JUST AN PERFECT PUPPET 
AT EVERYONE ELSE
BUT I ALSO HAVE SOMUCH  FLAW
FLAWS THAT IS HIDDEN IN ME 

FLAWS THAT IAM INSECURE OF 
FROM THE FLAWS PRESENT IN MY LIFE 
UNREQUITE LOVE IS ONE OF THEM 
THE LOVE IAM NOT GONNA ACHIEVE 

BEHIND THE COLD AND DULL PERSONALITY 
THERE IS A HIDDEN BOY THAT  IS SUFFERING 
SUFFERING FROM MANY THINGS 

WETHER IT WAS FROM FAMILY OR A PERSON 
EVERYONE THINKS THAT I DON'T NEED THEM 
THE TRUTH IS THAT WHY U LEAVE ME 
FROM MY FAMILY TO THE PERSON I LOVE WHY?

BECAUSE OF PERFECTION I WAS LEFT ALONE
THEN I WOULD RATHER HAVE A PERSON IN MY LIFE 
WHO WOULD LOVE ME 
FOR WHO I AM 

WHY I WAS LEFT ALONE 
HAVE I DONE SOMETHING WRONG 
DOES IT WAS MY FAULT 
WHY WAS IT LIKE THAT  , WHY ?

WHY IT'S LIKETHAT  ,EVERYONE APPROACHES ME 
JUST BECAUSE OF MY PERFECTION 
CAN SOMEONE SEE MY FLAWS 
AND ACCEPT ME WITH MY FLAWS 

After singing Anan left from there. Sea also decide to left from there. While going home , sea think that the song was really sad .

THE ABOVE SONG MENTION HERE IS WRITTEN BY ME. ACTUALLY IT WAS WRITTEN IN MY NATIVE LANGUAGE AND I TRANSLATED IT . SO IT IS LITTLE BIT WIRED . PLEASE BEAR WITH IT 

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